旧时光--Mother's love
"Where are you, our daughter do not go to school again."a hurried voice came from the telephone.
When all stuffs were having a meeting, one waitress of the hotel, Han Xiaomei picked up the telephone embarrassingly. Her boss and colleagues murmured with impatience, “again”. She left to outside and answered the telephone with anger,"I＇m having a meeting. If I leave new, my wages will be deducted. You tell her, she must go to the school." On the other side, Lin Keren locked herself in her room, throwing out her books. The father outside the door knocked and said with anxiety,"Sweetie, I beg you to open the door. Don't do anything stupid."There＇s no one answer. The father thought something bad happened and planed to bang on the door, when the daughter rushed out with bare feet. The father blocked her way."Where are you going to?"the daughter ignored the inquiry of father,"let me go", she bellowed and rushed out the door. The father followed her immediately, taking her sho
es."Sweetie. Your shoes. Sweetie, go home with me", the voice covered the whole floors. Suddenly, Lin found there is no way to go. She closed to the railing and threatened her father,"Don＇t come here, otherwise, I will jump."Fortunately, the father held her at a right time. Because of suicide incident, Han Xiaomei had to ask a leave to look after Lin. After getting home, Han found, Lin＇s study was so bad and the teacher asked her to go to cram school, but Lin thought the teacher just wanted to ask for money, so she quarreled with her teacher and didn＇t want to go to school. “If you don＇t go to cram school, you cannot attend any universities."Han advised her daughter, sitting beside Lin,"You can＇t find a job without a diploma.”Lin answered without patience,"Bill Gates hasnt a diploma. Jobs hasn't a diploma."As soon as Han heard these words, she was angry and said:"Just we haven＇t, so I wish you can get it."Lin answered casually, “Diplomas is just like a ticket. If you are o
n the bus, you can get a better seat. But if you get out of the bus, no cares about what seat you get. What is more important is your capability."Lin got these words from the Internet. She thought a while and said:"I want to study software design. Nowadays, many people study it and it is more helpful to make money."Han stood up and asked angrily,"Who told you that? Who?"Glaring at her mother, Lin said like an adult, “You don＇t know many colleges you can attend with money. Even though the students don＇t go to the class, they also can get the diplomas. What can I get from this way of education? I also make money by my EQ and my capability." Han didn't answer and stared at her husband. For a while, she argued again, “the people who don＇t want to study and have the diplomas have good social relationships."Han closed to her daughter and held her hands,"They can get wages without doing anything because they are wealthy. Families like us just can depend on ourselves. If you attend th
e college and have a good relationship with others, you can have a nice life."Lin thought of her mother＇s words without saying anything. She was doubtful and hesitates. The following days, Han made a timetable for Lin to study and bought many books to read. Han also took away her daughter＇s ID card in case that Lin surfed on the Internet. In order to assure that Lin read the books, she shared the bedroom with Lin. However, instead of studying, Lin played her telephone all the time. The father thought Lin should have her own choice. They cannot compel her to study. In the opinion of Han, her daughter didn＇t know the society and cannot have the right choice. Han had a bad experience, so she knew the importance of the diplomas. After Han picked up a telephone from Lin＇s teacher, she left the work and found her daughter with her husband. When they found Lin, Lin said to them she wanted a computer. Han sat beside and comforted her,"As long as you attend the college; I＇ll buy a compute
r for you." "I want it now. I use it to study the skill of computer."Actually, Lin＇s friend told her many college were not places of studying but places of entertaining. A lot of students felt so disappointed that they wanted to drop out."not anyone can take the opportunities. They are just ready for the people who are sycophantic." Han argued with a little anger:"as long as the teachers like to hear, you＇d say something sycophantic. If you are not initiative, who will pay attention to you. In fact, plenty of people don＇t care about the diplomas at first, but later several years, them realized how important the diplomas are. I＇ll buy a computer for you if you study."Hearing these words, Lin got quiet and thought. When Lin was in the bathroom, Han knocked at the door many times and gave a book to Lin. Feeling unhappy, Lin torn the book. Because she worried about Lin disappeared again, Han took away Lin＇s telephone and asked for long leave to keep watch on her. Han accompany wit
h Lin go to the school and made a more detailed timetable. Lacking of sleep, Lin always sleep in the class and dissatisfied with her mother. However, thinking of her mother＇s promise and her ideal that was get the computer, she must to study. She only hoped if she had a better grade, her mother＇s attitude will be better. Later some weeks, Lin made progress. But Han thought Lin＇s grade wasn＇t stable and refused Lin to buy computer. Lin was very angry and run away from home. The truth was that, in order to punish her mother who broken promise, Lin took away her telephone and lived into her friend＇s home. Lin disappeared again. After Lin＇s disappearing, Han was fired for asking for leave frequently. Han was totally disappointed and cried all the day. With friends＇help, they found Lin finally. When the father took out the computer to Lin, Han snatched it and said:"I can give you the computer, but you must to study and get the diploma."Lin was silent. Han got close to Lin and wanted
to embrace Lin, but Lin avoided Han. Suddenly, Han cried,"sweetie, you are my only dependence. I lose my job because of you. Could you promise me to study hard?" “It is my business."Lin answered, taking the computer into her bedroom. Finally, the study of Lin wasn＇t better which made Han very angry. There were many quarrels between them. It was a Sunday morning, when Lin was sleeping, Han requested her to get up and study. Lin was so boring and uncomfortable. Then she got up suddenly and torn and treaded all the books and test papers. To resist her daughter＇s bad action, angry mother pushed Lin on the bed several times. Lin struggled and struggled, but it did not work. At last, she put her hands around her daughter＇s neck and choked her, tighter and tighter... Lin hadn＇t any breathing when Han calmed down. Han was in deep sorrow when she realized she killed her daughter. With heart broken, Han committed suicide.
