Essence 【Crystal Poems】(Part 1)

(1) He doesn't like sunshine, but likes rain and snow, because they can prove that the sky is not empty. 【[ミ尛誩DUIBashiωＷW. χìaoＳhùǒЪυs. CǒM^^ He is not ugly, maybe a little gentle, at least that's what Xia Yu said, which makes him, who was already a little proud, like a child who stole candy. He longs for a fairy tale love. Even if there is no perfect ending like "the prince and the princess lived happily ever after" in the fairy tale, even if he may have to wander the world with scars all over his body, and even if it is destined to be a tragedy with only regret as the main theme, he is still willing to do it! Maybe it's like Xia Yu said that all he wants is love in the Peach Blossom Spring, like Ru Liang in Zhang Ailing's novel who only falls in love for the sake of falling in love. For Xia Yu, this girl with a brilliant name but a little melancholy hidden in her eyes, he always carries some guilt and uneasiness. He knows that she likes him, just like she knows that he likes others, but if one day his love fairy tale can be staged, he thinks the protagonist will not be her! They have been neighbors since they were young. They held hands as childhood sweethearts and watched each other grow up together. Childhood sweethearts waited for the day when they became adults. If the emotion could be contained in a container, it would be overflowing. But he thought that being touched did not mean love, just like love and friendship. Although there was only one word difference, they were as far away as the ends of the earth. Emotions need to be boiled out slowly over a warm fire, so that they can withstand the erosion and baptism of time and retain their original flavor for later tasting. He was sure of this, but he was not sure whether this feeling was love! When she moved to Suzhou with her parents, he still wasn't sure about this feeling that was wandering between emotion and love, so he didn't send her off. He lay alone on the rooftop. Although he was regretful, he breathed a sigh of relief deep in his heart. Not everyone can bear this sweet burden. She asked his parents to give him a letter and a thick diary. The letter asked him to read her diary when he cried thinking about her. He couldn't understand Xia Yu's intention. He even doubted whether he would open the diary one day in his life, because he then stubbornly insisted that the feelings that grew up with their bodies were just touching. Until the day she left, he still didn't know when her birthday was, although the first gift he received every year was always from her. He didn't know that the first word, first line, and first page of her youth history were written about him. He didn't even know when she changed from that little girl who was as clingy as a koala to a somewhat sentimental girl. He only knows that Xia Yu likes to read books from the middle; he only knows that she cried like a mess when she read "Lavender"... , providing the latest hand-printed novels for reading "He has been thinking about why their parents are so reassured about them. Maybe they have already acquiesced to them, so they don't mind their inseparable laughter and play. If they were lovers, everything would be wonderful, right?" He thought mockingly to himself while standing under the wishing tree, with a hint of bitterness that he didn't know existed at the corner of his mouth. (2) Hand-typed novels, hand-typed novels, text-based novels, Throughout high school, he had a crush on the angelic girl Ji Jie, but he did not express his longing for her, but chose to remain silent. On the one hand, because there were so many people chasing her that they had to queue up, and he did not want to do something that violated traditional Chinese virtues, such as jumping in line; on the other hand, he still understood the principles of "distance creates beauty" and "people are more noble than they know and retreat when they know it is difficult", but the most important thing is Chen Mo, her best friend who grew up wearing a pair of trousers, has long believed that Ji Jie is his rib. He has the momentum to marry anyone who is not her in this life. He boldly confesses his true love and sends love letters one after another. He is almost like the extremely romantic Frenchman who sent three carriages full of red roses with dewdrops to Ji Jie on Valentine's Day to express his deep love!Repeated battles and defeats, repeated defeats and battles, it is really touching and touching, inspiring countless poor people who are struggling for love but with no results, and inspiring a large number of warriors who died on the battlefield of love! He performed this love battle in an almost sadistic way, but she sentenced him to death with just two words: "feelings". He gave up his dignity for love and played the role of a clown in front of everyone! Constant hope, constant disappointment, and constant despair. Only he knew the loneliness and bitterness behind his forced smile. The deep pain caused by the deep longing made him no longer believe in the so-called sincerity in his life. It's not that she's too ruthless, or that he's too infatuated. No one is right or wrong in love. It's like two people drinking. The person who drinks more is often the one who gets hurt more deeply. Although God always lets us find a few wrong people before finding happiness so that we can thank him, I want to ask him why he still doesn't favor Chen Mo even after he has put so much in the balance of love? The first time he wrote a love letter was for Chen Mo to Ji Jie, the first time he got drunk was with Chen Mo on the lawn one night, and the first time he saw a person crying so sadly. In the end, Chen Mo transferred to another city and asked him to take good care of Ji Jie before leaving. His eyes were red and Chen Mo had disappeared into the crowd of people at the station before he could say a word of blessing. He thought that perhaps Chen Mo's letting go at this time was the greatest tenderness for her. Chen Mo, it would be great if she could wave her sleeves without taking away a cloud, wouldn't it? Who will sing "Golden Thread" for you along the way!