Mood Essay

I don't know why? At the moment, I feel a little uneasy and unsure. I opened the curtains, the cold wind blew, and I looked at the green lawn of the campus. I suddenly thought of my cousin. He graduated the year before last and now works in Shenzhen, so we rarely see each other. I remember going to my grandma's house two days before the Spring Festival last year. I saw my cousin dressed in leather from a distance. I went up to him and felt something in my heart. My cousin's eyes were a little bleak, his expression was not as lively as before, and his speech was not as bold as before. He was mature and even a little indifferent. After several exchanges, I roughly understood his hardships in the past two years. When he talked about the sadness, there were clearly tears in his eyes. Seeing him like this made me a little worried about myself. The future is bleak, how should we decide and how to forge ahead? Lao Yan flies away separately. I wonder when I will see my cousin again?