[Share of Silence] Seventy years of love story, a lifetime of regrets

That year, the boy was 7 years old and the girl was 6 years old. They are classmates and neighbors. We carry bags to school together every day, hold hands and get out of school together, and hold an umbrella together when it rains. The little girl is very beautiful and the little boys love to be with her. But the way boys expressed their love was always strange. They grabbed the back of her hands and pulled her hair, which made her cry in pain. At this time, the little boy will suddenly appear next to her and say to all the boys: "She is my sister, don't bully her!" Being a warrior has to pay a price. He was beaten up by a group of boys because of her, but he got the result he wanted. They no longer bully the little girl. In this way, they walked all the way to middle school. The boy is already a tall and handsome man, but the girl seems ordinary. Beautiful girls all hope to replace the girl next to the boy with themselves, but no one can replace her. For so many years, he took her to school every morning on his bicycle. They agreed that they would attend the same school in the future so that he could continue to take care of her. Boys are excellent and have many admirers, but girls are often forced to work as postmen. Those girls always write love letters to him and ask her to hand them to him. The boy never looked at it, he always threw it aside without caring! The girl asked him carefully: "Did you read those letters?" "Yes!" he replied casually. "Then do you like any of those girls?" "No!" She wrote more letters and asked more times. The boy was furious at the girl: "Don't show me these letters in the future! Stop being so nosy!" The girl said to him aggrievedly: "You don't make people feel safe at all!" Then she ran away angrily. After graduating from high school, boys and girls did not go to the same school, but were so far apart. That year, the boy was 19 years old and the girl was 18 years old. Occasionally when they come back from summer vacation and meet in the same yard, the boy will ask: "How are you at school? Is anyone bullying you?" The girl says lightly: "It's not bad, I'm not that easy to bully!" Looking at the girl's back, an unspeakable pain slowly gnaws at the boy's heart like a little mouse. The girl's mother said that she stayed in that city and had a boyfriend who loved her very much. The boy smiled and blessed her, but he felt lonely. In the year he graduated from college, the boy came back with a girl by his side. That was his girlfriend. I couldn't tell how cute she was. I just felt that the girl had a similar habit to her before. But that year, the former girl came back alone. When they met on the street, she looked at the girl beside him who was holding his arm and said with a smile: "There is finally someone in the seat next to me!" The boy awkwardly introduced to the people around him that this was his sister. He asked in a brother's tone: "Is there another person? Why didn't you come back with you?" "Him?" The girl sneered, "We broke up long ago! He is liked by too many girls just like you, and I don't feel safe at all!" She twirled her hair and said to the girlfriend beside him: "However, my brother is a very good man. Once he falls in love with someone, he will love it with all his heart!" The girl smiled shyly Said: "He just has too many suitors. I used to be good friends with him. When many girls saw that we had a good relationship, they asked me to help them send letters to him. Later, I... also wrote one..." After hearing this, her face suddenly turned pale, and Mu Ran said to them: "I'm sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable. I want to go home and take a rest!" Suddenly, the boy watched her leave in a gloomy manner, and suddenly felt something. When he returned home, while his girlfriend was cooking with his mother, he found the pile of love letters that had been dusty for many years in the corner of the bookcase. He searched for them one by one. He always felt that there must be something written by her in them. He finally found the light blue envelope with her beautiful small letters written on it in the last pile, and he fell to the ground in frustration."Actually, I have always wished that I was not your sister. Although you have always loved me the way you love your sister, only I know it. I hope that I can sit on the back seat of your bicycle for the rest of my life. I hope that I can always listen to you saying that you want to protect me. I hope that every promise you make to me can be fulfilled. I hope you I can read this letter, and your attitude towards me and my attitude towards you will be determined by this letter. If you don't like me, I won't insist on it, I will quietly hide away as far as possible..." Tears fell on the paper, still unable to get rid of the pain of loving her but hurting her. The next day, the boy wanted to find the girl and took the letter. But when she reached the door of her house, she hesitated again. Can he live up to his girlfriend who followed him back to his hometown? His girlfriend has been taking care of him since she was in school. Her love for him, in her words, is that without him, she will die! A boy cannot let down a woman who is devoted to him. On those nights, he had no interest in facing his girlfriend. He thought a lot. The next day, he hugged his girlfriend and said, "I'm sorry..." However, when the boy went to the girl's house again, the girl's mother told him that she had left, and her work arranged for her to go to another city, farther away from here. A few months later, the boy simply packed his luggage and went to her city. When he appeared in front of the girl, the girl was stunned. The boy smiled and hugged her tightly and said, "I'll take you home!" The girl raised her right hand and said, "But... I'm ready to get married!" There was an engagement ring on her right hand. The boy looked at her in surprise, how could it be so fast? In just a few months, she will get married! "Do you know? The woman I have always loved is you, and I just found that letter..." "Stop talking!" The girl sighed, "You should be responsible for your girlfriend, and you can't let others down just because of a letter... Just like me, I also need to repay my fiancé, so I chose to marry him!" The girl said so decisively that the boy was heartbroken. That year, the boy was 26 years old and the girl was 25 years old. The girl got married and stayed in the city where her husband was; the man got married too, and his wife was a simple and virtuous woman. The man's parents were sick and had no one to take care of them, and his wife was even more enthusiastic than he was. When the woman came back, although her husband was with her, she still did not dare to look directly at him. So, they often have a woman chatting with his wife, while the man is very compatible with her husband. The topic they talked about was still the embarrassing anecdotes from their childhood, but the mood didn't have too much sweetness and memories. They had to take care of the two people around them who loved them deeply. They sighed, and the people around them were also moved. It turns out that time really makes love more profound. That year, the man was 32 years old and the woman was 31 years old. Later, the woman and her husband would come back every year to celebrate the New Year and have a reunion dinner with their family every year. His children call her aunt, and the woman's children call him uncle. The relationship between them seems to have really returned to the original brother and sister. When their children were about to go to college, the man quickly called her from far away: "Sister, is there any better university over there? I want my child to take the exam there. This kid is so disobedient and always makes his mother angry. I asked him to go over to study so you can help me supervise and supervise!" The woman laughed on the phone: "Really? I also want my child to take the exam there. , our child is disobedient and disobeys her father's discipline. This girl said she only wants to listen to her uncle..." She paused and said, "How about we let them all go to the same school, so that they can take care of each other, and we can discipline both children together when we go to see them." His hand holding the phone shook, and his heart was brought back to many years ago. The children were admitted to the same school under the arrangement of their parents. The man said to his son: "You have to take good care of your sister and don't let anyone bully her!The woman said to her daughter: "Don't make your brother angry in the future, and don't always cause trouble for him." "Perhaps they had already had a premonition. When the man and the woman received a call from their son and daughter saying that they were getting married, they both laughed. At the children's wedding, the man sat next to the woman and looked at each other's gray temples. The man said softly: "We finally became a family! "The woman nodded, with a tired smile on her face: "It's just that we waited too long, but what we got together in the end was the continuation of our lives. " That year, the man was 67 years old and the woman was 66 years old. Later, the man was diagnosed with cancer. The man was desperate, rejected everyone, refused to take medicine and refused treatment. His emotions were completely out of control. When he saw his wife, son and daughter-in-law, he always scolded them in a very bad mood. The wife stood at the door of the ward, sighed distressedly, and said to her son: "Call your aunt, no, your mother-in-law. Only she can cure your father's problem! "When the woman knocked on the man's ward, she only said one thing: "If you still want to see me again, just listen to the doctor and take medicine and chemotherapy; if you don't want to, then I will leave immediately. I don't care whether you live or die from now on! "The man looked at her, but burst into tears. ... The woman stood in front of the man's grave, with no tears in her eyes. The cemetery was desolate, and a gust of wind caressed her gray hair, which seemed like his response and also like his crying. It turns out that love will only become a regret if left in the heart. That year, he was 77 years old and she was 76 years old.