The wind and candle are dying, and the world is in ruins. change

In our sleep, we, who are getting old, still stay safe, just stay safe... In the morning, after opening our eyes, we found that it was already bright. Just as he was about to reach for his phone, he heard the alarm ringing in his ears. It's been a long time since I slept until I woke up naturally in the morning when I had to go to work like today. Maybe it's because the dreams at night are too comfortable. A brief conversation on a Saturday night. From silence, to everyone expressing their opinions, to relative silence. Nestled in the big sofa on the island, the coffee in the glass is getting cold little by little, and in the ashtray full of coffee powder, cigarette butts are accumulating, and then they are replaced... Coffee does not have to be freshly brewed, but it must be poured into a small mug or a disposable take-out cup, rather than served in a transparent glass like a cocktail. The richness and mellow aroma of coffee cannot be carried by a glass, and there is no way to interpret it... Similarly, the you in my eyes and the me in your eyes may not be as satisfactory, but they must make the other person feel comfortable. You can hide, but don't deceive. It's okay not to understand, but don't make any assumptions or comments. You can be pretentious, but don't act like a child... You don't deal with things chaotically, and you have become calm and calm in the face of many realities. This morning, when I opened QQ, I accidentally saw that the profile picture that had been dark for a long time lit up. With an expression and a few words of greeting, she was chatting calmly with the man she once loved. I don't even know when the calmness in my heart started. The night before, the password to a girl's space was easily broken. The answer is just a name. In fact, it's not that I want to prove something quick and easy, it's just that everything is so logical. Suddenly I realized that it was many years ago when I did these things like her. It has to be said that the era of little girls has faded away... Why did the two of them start? The answer I gave without thinking was reasonable but unexplainable. I have always felt that you know me so well, know my living habits, know the embarrassing things I do, know that I love drinking coffee and cannot eat ginger... I also know very well that I don't understand you at all, and I can't get into your heart. These two people, no matter how warm they are, are still strangers. In fact, we just adapt to the passage of time and have the tacit understanding we deserve. I have been wearing the blue bracelet you gave me, but today I suddenly discovered that it was almost broken, with only a thin thread attached. I visited the small commodity market in front of the company, but no one sold blue rope... The midday sun was both dazzling and hot. I clutched the chain tightly in my hand, for fear that if I missed it, the beads in my hand would fall to the ground... There was a kind of alienation between us, a kind of silence that was destined to be speechless before we opened our mouths... In the distance, I saw a small house on a hillside covered with grass. I gently pushed open the rotten wooden door, and a smell of earth came to my face. The laughter of you and me in the past has turned into the dust in today's house. I touch every piece of furniture gently, and it seems that your fragrance is left on it. I know you haven't been here for a long time. Come to the small house that only belongs to you and me. I open the only small window in the house and try to find your shadow. However, the last clear leaf outside the window also falls with the wind.