In this life, only for you

As long as I am alive, I will only love you alone. As long as I am alive, I will make you only love me. If you are not here, even if I have the whole world, what does it matter? If you remember, even if the world forgets me, what does it matter? I won't say never leave or give up, I will only stay by your side until we can no longer be together. I won't say love forever until old age, I will only love until we can no longer love. Some pains, I don't cry, I don't make a fuss, doesn't mean I am not in pain. Some people, I don't argue, I don't laugh, doesn't mean I don't cherish. Only you can make my emotions rise and fall again. Only you can make my emotions fall and rise again. Sometimes, sometimes, I will trust that you are my everything. Sometimes, sometimes, I will trust that you are my all. True love is not love at first sight, but love that grows over time. True fate is not arranged by heaven, but initiated by you. Have all the fickle men once been passionate? Have all the devoted women once been fickle? For me, who has hurt, cried, and hated because of you, what does that count for? For me, who has gone crazy, loved, and forgotten because of you, what does that count for? Why can just one word from you make me weep endlessly? It's because you haven't realized that you also love me deeply. Loving you includes all of you, your strengths and weaknesses. Falling in love with you includes everything about you, past and future. That so-called strength is nothing but pointless bravado. That so-called heartbreak is just the pain of a broken heart. Although you are not by my side, we are still in the story. Even if I am not by your side, you are still my protagonist. My love for you will last until the finale of the news broadcast. My feelings for you will last until the end of the world. In this small world, I only want to protect you. In this small world, I only want your protection. If I hadn't met you that day, I wouldn't be so confused. If I hadn't fallen in love with you that day, I wouldn't be so crazy. We clearly can't wait, yet we are always waiting. We clearly cannot bear to be hurt, yet we are always hurt. Don't tell me about the past, the past is just the past. Don't tell me about the future, the future has not yet arrived. A smile is sometimes an unsaid pain. Tears are sometimes an unspoken happiness. I am not Crayon Shin-chan, I can't be happy every day. I am not Doraemon, I can't make you so happy. In this whole world, there is only one me, don't take me lightly.There is only one you in the whole world, how could I not cherish you. Sing half of the song, and let you sing the remaining half. Compose half of the melody, and let you compose the remaining half. The person who makes you laugh wholeheartedly is the one who loves you the most. The person who makes you cry your heart out is the one you love the most. I will make sure the person who supports me never falls in life. I will make sure the person who trips me can never get up. Because I am powerless, I let things take their natural course. Because my heart relies on nothing, I accept whatever comes. In the gray space, I only chase the warmth you gave me that has gone bad. In the faded memories, I only pick up the smiles you gave me that have expired. As long as I am still alive, I will continue to love only you. As long as I am still alive, I will make sure you only love me. In the whole world, no one else fits in my heart besides you. In the whole world, no one else do I see besides you. The best kind of hardship is thinking of you until I cry. The best kind of happiness is thinking of you until I smile. It is your face again, bringing me smiles. It is your greeting again, bringing me emotion. Find someone who can endure hardship with you, not just enjoy life. Find someone who can share responsibilities with you, not just avoid them. Can you still hear the promises we once made? Can you still see the scenes of love we once had? Silent and reticent, sometimes I just laugh foolishly alone. Just a few words, sometimes I feel lonely by myself. In this small little world, I only want to protect one you. In this small little world, I only want your protection. Before my yesterday, the outcomes belong to me, and I decide. After my tomorrow, the aspirations belong to me, and I trust my faith. There will always be some attachments, old ones like scars. There will always be a person, who is the vermilion on my heart. Long, long ago, you had me, I had you. Long, long ago, you belonged to me, I belonged to you. If one has never tasted sweetness, sourness won't force tears. If one has never loved deeply, thorns won't draw blood. True feelings cannot be smoothed over by time. Loving you cannot be stopped by distance.