I am not Crayon Shin-chan, I cannot be happy every day. I am not Doraemon, I cannot make you that happy. Some injuries, I neither cry nor make a fuss, do not mean I am not in pain. Some people, I do not quarrel with, I do not laugh with, do not mean I do not cherish them. The whole world has only one me, do not take me lightly. The whole world has only one you, how could I not cherish you? The person who can make you laugh without worry is the one who loves you the most. The person who can make you cry your heart out is the one you love the most. Without you, even if I had the whole world, what would it matter? If you remember, even if the world forgets me, what does it matter? Because I am powerless, I let things take their natural course. Because my heart relies on nothing, I go with the flow. No matter when, you will not leave first—I know that is enough. I will stay by your side until the end—you know that is enough. Find someone who can share hardships with you, not just pleasures. Find someone who can share responsibilities with you, not just avoid them. In the gray spaces, I only chase the warmth you gave me that has turned sour. In faded memories, I only pick up the expired smiles you gave me. As long as I am alive, I will always love only you. As long as I am alive, I will make you love only me. I can no longer smell the air you breathed. From this second onwards, you start to become transparent. From this second onwards, you start to become transparent. I can no longer smell the air you breathed. In my heart, the whole world cannot hold anyone but you. In my eyes, the whole world cannot see anyone but you. My love for you will last until the final episode of the evening news. My feelings for you will last until the end of the world. Can you still hear the promises we once made? Can you still see the scenes of our past love? Your solitude is like a fortress, admired yet vigilantly guarded. Your gentleness is so slow, careful, fragile, and quiet. Silent and reserved, sometimes by yourself you will smile foolishly. In words and phrases, sometimes by yourself you will feel lonely. The reason I let this love fade is that I know I am no longer afraid of you leaving.The reason I let these tearful eyes blur is that I am no longer afraid of you disappearing. In this small world, I only want to protect you. In this small world, I only want your protection. The ending before my yesterday, I decide my decision. The longing after my tomorrow, I believe in my superstition. I am simple, just a warm goodnight from you. I am not complicated, just a gentle good morning from you. Missing you needs no excuse, hold me tight to the edge of dreams. Loving you needs no reason, hug me to the ends of the world. Not handsome, not considerate, yet you follow me faithfully for life. Not gentle, not beautiful, yet you love me without abandoning me. I thought I would gradually get used to the scars you gave. I thought I would gradually soothe the pain you gave. There is a person, once met, will always be remembered. There is a person, once entered into, will slowly be understood. To forget you, I hurt one loving heart after another. To give you up, I accepted one new love after another. Again, your face brings me smiles. Again, your greetings bring me touch. Long, long ago, you had me, and I had you. Long, long ago, you belonged to me, and I belonged to you. If you are tired, remember to look back, I am still behind you. If you are weary, remember to pause, I will still accompany you. If I had been brave at the time, would the ending have been different? If you had persisted back then, would the memories not be like this? If you hadn't tasted sweetness, sourness wouldn't bring tears. If you hadn't deeply loved, thorns wouldn't make me bleed. I cannot forget, cannot let go. How can I bear my feelings? Cannot release, cannot discard. What should I do? The kindness you show me, I will remember for a lifetime; the wrongs you do to me, I will forget in the next second. Stinky man, don't think about escaping, you belong to me for a lifetime. Bad woman, don't think about escaping, you belong to me for all my life. In the phone, your care is the sunshine in my ears. The songs you sing with me are the sunshine in my ears. Cannot say 'never abandon,' just stick together until we cannot be together. Cannot say 'till old age forever,' just love until we cannot love. The one who makes you cry is the one you love the most. The one who understands your tears is the one who loves you the most. Youth is not melancholy, yet we acted it out so tragically. Love is not complicated, yet we interpreted it so bitterly.Even if I disappear, you won't know of my existence. Even if I give up, you won't see my efforts. Yesterday is always past tense, today is always present continuous, tomorrow is always subjunctive, and every day is a formula. When feelings last long, it's not love anymore, but dependency. When losing something, it's not pain, but reluctance to let go. I am not a gentle person, yet I do all gentle things for you. I am not a patient person, yet I use all my patience for you. Don't wait until I leave to realize my importance. Don't wait until I cry to know my sorrow. What am I, who has suffered, cried, and hated for you? What am I, who has been loved, gone crazy for, and forgotten by you? I may not be beautiful, but I will give my all for you. I may not be handsome, but I will stay with you until the end of time. If I hadn't met you that day, I wouldn't be so confused. If I hadn't fallen in love with you that day, I wouldn't be so crazy. Love me more, so I have a reason I can't forget. Love you more, so you have a reason you can't forget. I don't want to let you be alone, floating alone in the sea of people. I don't want to let you be alone, facing the cruelty of this world alone.
