Gradually Understand [Moderator Formatting]

(center) You once said you liked me, \ I was so happy when I knew that, like a child, \ it was the first time a girl told me she liked me. \ In those days, I also began to like you. \ But that day you said you already had a boyfriend. \ I then realized I had always been extra, \ I hate being deceived the most. \ But toward you, I wouldn't get angry, \ you are the girl I liked, and also the first girl who made me feel love. \ Do you know how heartbroken I was crying that day? \ You said you liked me, \ I didn't know if it was true or false, \ I admit I am a fool, a very, very silly fool, \ I am easily satisfied, one sentence can make me happy for several days. \ I don't know if you've heard this phrase: \ 'A man sheds tears reluctantly, only when he has reached true sorrow.' \ Do you remember that day we planned to go out? \ I waited for you for almost 2 hours, \ made many, many calls, \ but you didn't answer any. I wasn't angry, and didn't say anything to you in a stormy way. \ I have never waited for anyone like that before. \ But, you are the first. \ Even so, I ultimately failed, \ you met him long before me, \ your relationship is very good, I didn't want to ruin it \ You told me you were getting engaged, \ I would go, I would only watch from afar, and then leave. \ You said you are willful, it's okay, \ no matter how willful, I will care about you. \ After your engagement, I would disappear, would not \ intrude into your life again. \ If you need me, \ tell me, I will help you, \ if your husband bullies you, \ tell me, \ I will help you. My friend once said, sometimes, \ two people are like two parallel lines, \ that will never intersect, even if they do, it is a mistake. \ But us, \ are like a hyperbola and the coordinate axis, \ even if we do not intersect, \ we are not parallel either, we just keep getting closer. \ Yao Yao, you are the first person I liked, \ and also the first person who hurt me. \ But I wish you happiness. \ In fact, my existence is a mistake ———————— Chen, in my own handwriting. I will care about you. \ After your engagement, I will disappear, I will not \ intrude into your life again. \ If you need me, tell me, \ I will help you, \ if your husband bullies you, tell me, I will help you. My friend once said, \ sometimes, \ two people are like two parallel lines, that will never intersect, even if they do, it is a mistake.\But we,\like that curve and the axis,\even if we do not intersect, we are not parallel,\we will only get closer and closer.\Yaoyao, you are the first person I liked,\and also the first person who hurt me.\But I wish you happiness\Actually, my existence was a mistake\———————Chen, handwritten.