My extreme YY history

I once fantasized about our kindergarten teacher. She had just graduated from college then, and now she should be having an affair with another man. Later, I fantasized about our elementary school classmate. I went to his house with her, and then。。。。。。 Hehe。。。。。 Not suitable for children. After graduating from junior high, my fantasy started shifting—my deskmate!Actually, she treats me pretty well. In winter, she buys me hand cream, brings me a hot water bottle, and in summer, she brings me fruit. You know, this was my first love to fulfill my life. But when I came back, I was hospitalized with gallstones and had a first-level detention. I couldn't be in the same class as him anymore. Every day I had to pass by his house to study. Every time I would look up at her room〒_〒 The class where I stayed at a level one =_= How to put it, there were some that really moved me =_= But →_→ YY target was the one sitting in front of me. Hehehehe, back then I kept thinking about how to turn 7→_→ into reality Finally, I graduated from junior high. Because I kept fantasizing about things, my grades dropped sharply and I got into a vocational school→_→ I realized it was all stockings tempting/lustful. Finally, I saw my love again. She looks a lot like Fairy Little Blue. Qingcheng knows. That's also why I was moved. The first time we met, I bought roses, put on a suit (school uniform), tricked the auntie, and went into the girls' dorm. But I was chased out by a bunch of girls. The second time we met was in the cafeteria. I saw her sitting there alone, looking pretty bored. I carried my food to her place, and she looked at me and smiled We didn't say anything. I took out a cigarette and lit it. She said she doesn't like smoking and told me to quit. 〒_〒 I knew this was half done. She looked at me and smiled. We both said nothing. I took out a cigarette and lit it. She said she didn't like smoking and told me to quit. 〒_〒 I knew this was half done. The third time, I called her and told her I really loved her. I wanted to be with her. =_= She said I just liked her and asked if I could give her a future. I told her, "If you're willing to wait for me for ten years, I'll give you for a lifetime." I heard her crying on the phone. She told me she was older than me and that women always get married before thirty. I said on the phone, "Silly girl, don't cry. Why don't you get married together first? That way, you won't get married at thirty." Hearing this, she said, "Then I'll wait for you to come of age in two years, on your birthday." I told her that day I would say something I had no right to say now. She cried again. She told me she was willing to be my girlfriend and tie me down, so I wouldn't let another girl take me away. I smiled and hugged her from behind She asked me how I found her, silly girl, can't find you, how can you be your boyfriend? ╭(╯ε╰)╮ End of this book (*ˉ)ˉ*)The above content is purely фантаsy; if there are similarities, then that's me!