My heart cannot be calm again. . . Carrying so many unstoppable thoughts...

—————— I've been taking a break recently, and I can't find the interest, let alone post. I originally wanted to repost the 7723 news post, but after thinking about it, I decided not to. Qian never likes to hide posts, and the response rate is very low; if I hide them, I feel embarrassed. After all, I want everyone to share them, so there is no fun in hiding them. So later Qian only looked at the number of clicks. I usually think like this: 50! Okay, as long as someone is watching. I'm sorry for the post. 100! Not bad, not bad. 200+ Okay, it's not a waste of time to post this. Qian originally had an active and long-term attitude in the forum, but what does Qian do in the forum? In fact, Qian couldn't tell clearly. Heart, chaos. It feels impossible to find it either. I miss the time when I first came to 7723. I still remember the first post I read, Karl was recruiting people from the royal family... I wasn't interested in this forum at first, and I left it after downloading it. But then I chatted a few words with the game, and started to be interested in the people in 7723... Later, I read the posts one by one, and responded to each one. I gained a lot, not only friendship and fun, but also started to rely on the 7723 forum... Let's talk about before 7723... I forgot when, for some reason... Qian started to feel a little tired, a little tired, why? I don't know either. Gradually, Qian left the Internet celebrity bar where she had been playing for more than a year, and Qian also started to play diving there. I also started not to publish articles and poems on other websites... Every time I go back, someone always asks where "Jiuge" and "Han" have gone... Without letting anyone know, Qian's QQ has also been given to the Internet writer Mo Zifen and some other online writers... Qian still remembers that "Jiuge" was very active in that place... After Qian came to 7723, she visited the forum almost every day. At that time, Qian was very fond of the people in the 7 altar. To be precise, the friends in the 7 altar were flawless friends with no shortcomings at all. However, Qian's several pen names on other websites wrote a lot of things so seriously. When Qian asked other people for help, how many replies did Qian get? At that time, a group of pen pals, a group of Internet writers, looked at Qian and felt cold for Qian. In the end, Qian left because of other people's mistakes... The bar owner also blocked all relevant information and people talking to Qian because he couldn't bear to lose face. Basically no one knows the history of Qian's existence. Now, Qian should not be able to see the group of pen pals anymore... In the past few months since coming to 7 Tan, Qian has never thought about it again. Maybe Qian couldn't find it, maybe he felt a kind of weak persistence. How much do you remember now? To be precise, no more... Qian is "active" in the 7 forums. He should be able to post at least one post every day, chat with everyone... Qian has become very dependent on the forum... Qian once had insomnia because of the poems on other websites. He used to express his inner emotions due to various kinds of things, and they were real emotions: happiness, worry, etc... But there is no anger... But now? Qian admits that he can no longer be a good writer and author, and he doesn't have the heart to do it anymore, let alone do it... Qian has too many hopes for something, and always imagines it so beautifully, but the results always bring harm... Because, Qian has too many names... In fact, it is the confusion and counterfeiting of pen names... In the end, Qian gave up the dispute over work rights and originality, and came to 7 Forum. . . . . . I originally wanted to write articles and poems for publication tonight. Every sentence and every word is my anger towards the fake people and my unwillingness... Maybe it's my friends in the forum, the former An Musu, Xiaoji, etc. and the friends who are still active now... In the end... let's forget it, Qian put it down, I can no longer be interested in writing... Because Qian is just an amateur. Because life still goes on, work is still hard work. . . . Since then, I have been hanging out with friends on the 7723 forum... ——————— I don't know what I wrote... I just don't know what to say...