[Original] Getting used to being alone...

A person is accustomed to everything that a person can get used to, a life that a person is accustomed to! When I get used to living alone, when I fall down and get up tenaciously again and again, smiles and throbs twitch at the corners of my mouth until the edges on my face are completely gone! Accustomed to a person's bedroom, a simple bouquet of perfumed lilies, with a faint color and a faint smile, faintly caught my eyes, and then slowly withered! Get used to a person's smell, seep into the air, dye into the sunset, emit from your body, and inhale into your lungs, there is no surprise or decadence! I am used to one person "studying" Zizhi Tongjian, the rise and fall of the king, the sorrow and joy of the concubine. Oh! Who makes whose promise in real life? Who is whose future? Who is who and who is eternal... I am used to listening to music alone, I am accustomed to the melody, I am accustomed to the voice, and I am accustomed to humming along with it. I am used to curling up and feeling helpless. I am used to looking at the water in the pool... and crying! Just let yourself get used to everything a person can get used to, a life that is used to one person! What is supposed to come will always come, and what is supposed to go cannot be kept! Get used to it! See one's destiny, sing one's songs, walk one's own path, and be yourself forever! No deception, no lies... - Hua Luo Xin Can