In the dead of night, listening to sad songs and lighting a cigarette, my thoughts seemed to go back to the past, and I also traveled through the replay of emotions with time! Every lonely night, only the beautiful melody accompanies me to recall until dawn, and I live each day in a hazy way. Only when I put on my headphones in the silent night, can music take me back to the sweetness we once had. When you leave, you not only go alone, but also take away my soul. When you leave, you selfishly leave the pain to me alone to miss and reminisce! Every night I lick the wounds in my heart, I'm used to recalling the past and enjoying the pain! I enjoy music because I close my eyes and search for the beautiful memories of you and me from the music!
I know that I can forget and give up, but if I forget to give up, I will become ethereal. Maybe it will feel better if I cry happily, but there are too many tears in my heart and I can't shed them. The absence of tears does not mean that I am not sad. The hurt I suffered for you, in the end, I have to taste it myself!
If my escape this time is to go to a place where no one can find me, so that I can be less injured, sometimes I think about it. I have survived the days without you, and I can still live without you. I left you just because of temporary despair!
Since you have decided not to stay and wait for me,
then I can only let you go. If separation can
bring you happiness, then I will let you go
with tears in my eyes. At the same time, I will also completely let go of my love for you! No matter how reluctant I am, I can only hold my tears in my eyes to prevent them from flowing out. Even if my heart breaks because of missing you every night, I will not look back and hold you back! Just please don't tell me that our being together is a beautiful mistake!
Life is too real and we are powerless. I hope we don't stop and don't look back and move forward. If we occasionally remember the past, it will only make us more sad. When the promises cannot be fulfilled, memories become a weapon to hurt us. The good times are just the past. Memories in the United States are the past after all! Even if my heart is occasionally stung by memories, my heart has been paralyzed by memories. After all, love cannot withstand the corrosion of reality! Traveling through time and space, I miss your gentle face. The air is filled with my attachment to you. Do I want to keep my vows and spend the rest of my lonely days?
Before I could tell you the real reason, you
let me go. Your strangeness and your indifference made me feel
scared. Your lack of news made me see your determination. Was it that I was too cowardly or did I ask for too much? You were so determined to let you go!
Your indifference is shattered, your disappearance makes me feel the air is cold, tears gently scratch the wound you once kissed, I can't save it, I close my eyes and listen to the music, trying to search for your shadow in my mind, feeling the residual warmth you left, I really hope to freeze you here, but every time I wake up, you disappear in reality. It turns out that we just had a long and beautiful dream for each other. It turns out that we can only live in a dream, and our promise can only be realized in a dream! In reality we will never achieve results! It's just why the dreams you had with me are so beautiful, so unforgettable, so hard to extricate themselves from, and so hard to let go. The more I try to break free, the tighter the memories bind me, leaving me unable to breathe!
Is the torment every night the punishment you gave me for not being able to be with you? At dawn, you should leave my dream, leaving only loneliness. All the pain is left to me to endure silently. I have always believed you are still by my side and have never left. A love that cannot be forgotten, two hearts that cannot be together, why did God arrange for us to be together but not to stay together! Please forgive me this time, okay?No matter how far apart we are, I will always be waiting for you where we met. In fact, I should not let you go, let alone let you go. I have long been accustomed to having you by my side. I cannot live without your tenderness. If time goes back and everything comes back, I am willing to pay twice as much in exchange for everything! Maybe I'm too willful, maybe I'm not gentle enough, why didn't you keep me, even for a simple reason, maybe you don't want to keep me at all, maybe the reality is so tiring that you want to let go, I shouldn't let you go, I shouldn't let you go, I can't find any reason to let you stay when I let go of your hand. But when the tears flowed down, I realized that separation is also a kind of ruthlessness. Thank you for letting me learn to give up. I knew that when I fell in love with you, I was destined to be hurt. I thought I could forget you, but the tears I shed cannot fool myself. I have to adapt to not being with you every night in the future, and I have to learn to forget every tender detail of you. Now that you have decided to stay away from my world and leave everything behind, from now on, I will walk alone. No matter how hard the storm is, I can bear it. Even if loneliness surrounds me, I no longer need your tenderness! I finally have the long-lost freedom. There are wounds in my heart that cannot be healed, so I will let time forget everything! Watching happiness slowly fade or perhaps letting you go and letting you be free is the best ending!
It is a deep sadness that it is difficult to stay in love. Love is no longer
I wake up in a dream, until many years later the mortal world sees through
I am helpless, my heart is still surging and I don't want to wake up from the dream. I have no choice but to keep the vows you left, guarding the remaining memories you have left, and spend this life alone!