"I Love the Dark Deeply"
-Ashes
I always look forward to the coming of darkness.
Quietly waiting for darkness and death to bury me in the middle of the night.
I will kiss death, and death will embrace me,
incorporate me into his body.
I can laugh, I can sing.
To feel the ultimate joy of this moment.
Because I will die at dawn and be turned to ashes by the sun.
Then reborn in darkness.
I know that my life is a mistake.
This is not my world, so if I live, I will die.
When I die in your eyes,
I will be reborn and end this short-lived death.
Become truly eternal.
I will not suffer,
I will laugh, I will sing.
I could watch the world,
and everything turn to ashes.
Fall asleep again in the embrace of darkness and death,
Become one with their thoughts,
Have a sweet dream.
I dreamed that I was in a place full of death and fire.
"Who am I?"
"You are the King of Darkness."
"Where do I come from?"
"You come from the ultimate light in heaven."
"Where am I?"
"There is darkness wherever you go, and you are present in every corner. Fall."
"Where will I go?"
"You will go to all things in the mind, in the dream, in the body."
"Who are you?"
"I am you, the real living you."
I wake up, I forget.
I die, I am eternal.
I only know that darkness gave me black eyes, but I used them to pollute the light.
Essence Original decadent poem "I Deeply Love the Dark"
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Somehow, it seems that many people really dislike those who are like angry youths, always focusing on all the dark aspects of the world, thinking that such people must have extremely dark and gloomy hearts.\But is that really the case? Would a person with a truly dark heart still notice the darker aspects of the world? Would a heart filled with gloom, blood, and violence react so intensely to these things? On the contrary, no one who is so angered and reacts so strongly to the dark sides of the world is not filled with hopeful light and beautiful wishes in their heart, or does not deeply love the society they live in.\A person who "sees nothing but darkness" is not truly living in darkness.\There is no deliberate construction of a complete artistic conception; it is merely imagination, metaphor, and a heavily dark background.
I thought someone would say this is too perverted, I don't even know how it happened, I just wrote it out like this.
I have a mental illness, multiple personality disorder, mild suicidal tendencies, and paranoid schizophrenia.
This was written by me several years ago, and I am posting it today. At that time, I had serious suicidal tendencies and wrote it in the hospital.
Are you okay... even considering suicide... It's good to accept the darkness, but don't let the darkness consume you; your heart must always remain untainted.
Delusional disorder, the following conversation is completely my crazy imagination. At that time, I was a lunatic. Shallow can treat this post like this, so touched, my eyes are wet...
You're too polite. Originally, upon seeing what our friend wrote, I really shouldn't have commented. But after looking at it three times, I feel that the author has issues, pretending to talk about eating noodles, then looking a few more times before commenting. Lao Hui needs to work harder; the past is gone, what matters now is the present.
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