Why do we need consciousness? This is the root of pain, the nest of evil. If I were born without a self, maybe I would have died, maybe I would be happy. If there is an afterlife, I wish there was no me, and the world would be as beautiful as when I was a child. If only humans didn't have such developed minds. I could live drowsily, without understanding. How I wish there would be a paradise, where there is no pain, no sorrow, no conspiracies, no plots, no scheming, no fighting. One day, I saw hope in life. For just a moment, I gained a bit of courage, but... What followed was one heavy blow after another...... Today, I am still alive. Why live without knowing, just to realize the absurd and childish dreams in my heart? Nowadays, anyone does everything just for various interests. In all these years, I've never seen anyone do something boring, never say a single word of nonsense. Nowadays, it's really not easy to buy a classic; playing a game is basically cheating. In China, rapid economic development has led to cultural levels stuck in the last century, breeding countless garbages. They are everywhere, pervasive, and dirty the hearts of generation after generation. Chinese people lack creativity and always follow others' expectations. Human nature is increasingly dominated by cunning, cunning, and greed. Everyone wears a layer of disguise, only willing to take it off when facing death.
