Essence Original Novel: 'Summer Festival Moon' Preface

-------- slowly woke up
Before me was a hazy world, with mist covering everything in the city.
Not knowing why, not knowing what to do, I unknowingly walked onto the street. It was already close to 2 a.m., and almost no one was there.
What should I do———— Suddenly, this thought flashed through my mind, but what exactly should I do?
Continuing to drift on the street, aimlessly and aimlessly.
Walking in front of me was a man I had never met before.
What should I do———— This thought flashed through my mind again.
———— thump thump, thump thump
Time seemed to stop, what should I do?
My heart beat rapidly, feeling all my blood boiling like it was
— Ugh, my body is so hot, my mouth is so thirsty
Gradually—feeling lost control of my body, my hand involuntarily reached into my pocket, where it was, a small knife.
Huh, where did this little knife come from? I never remembered putting the knife in my pocket.
What am I doing?
The hand holding the knife stretched out, my body growing hotter and hotter, my throat so thirsty. Unconsciously, I rushed toward the man I had never met. What I was doing was probably obvious now. I, Jiumeng, wanted to kill that man. Although my mind was reluctant, my body moved involuntarily, as if it wasn't my body at all. It was only for a moment, but I was still amazed by my skillful skills. In just a split second, the man lay on the ground and quickly dragged him into the back alley, as if I were doing it all the time. Then, knocking the man unconscious, what should I do? But it seemed I didn't need to think about it; my body had already planned everything.
The heat in my body, the thirst in my throat—I want that man's blood———— This is the will transmitted from my body—blood.
The knife in his hand stabbed down rapidly. Without a doubt, the man was already dead, under such a skilled killing technique. \———— Gurgle, gurgle
The thirst had long since vanished, replaced by an unprecedented comfort, just as the red blood flowed down his throat.Truly laughable, clearly watching everything that happened like a third party, yet still able to feel that pleasure. It took a long time before the sound disappeared, followed by the sound of metal scraping against flesh; only fragments remained, and the bloodstains splattered on the wall told the whole story. Such crimson, just like human blood — no, that was human blood, the blood of Jiumeng today, evidence of betraying the principles of human society. I not only killed him, but also drank his blood, just like — a monster. Such a thought flashed through my mind; normally I would have ignored it, but now I cannot, especially after witnessing such an event, this matter seemed to have taken root. Am I really a monster? Suddenly, I wish someone would come and tell me, I have never felt so strongly. But at the same time, I am afraid, what if I really am the kind of monster who takes pleasure in killing others? My body started moving again. But I was completely unconscious, only able to act like a bystander, unable to change anything. Gradually, darkness, pain, despair, and sorrow filled my heart. If only this were a dream, just a nightmare filled with darkness. Above my head was a crimson moon, so bright and dazzling.

Hmm, I haven't written a novel in a long time. This time it's a superpower novel. I've never tried this before, and this 'Prologue' was just written on a whim.