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locking Very close to heaven.

The original poster: ash Views: 319 Replies: 115 Posted in: 2013-03-01 19:32:32
ash
How unwilling I am to doubt the things I once believed with absolute certainty, yet memories and reality gradually, bit by bit, expose themselves to me in stark truth, leaving me no choice but to doubt and accept.\ Your hypocrisy disgusts me, your self-interest, your acting, your manipulation, and your calculated schemes make me shiver. How can one person scheme to such a hateful degree? It is as if the instant I see all of this clearly, all my memories collapse. What remains are those fragmented pieces, each filled with utter disgust and unbearable feelings.\ Does everyone have to endure such heart-wrenching pain? Then, wearing the hypocrisy that they taught, becoming the type of person I detest, stumbling through this disgusting world? Can't we not change, can't we not experience this? I'm sorry, I can't find my original self; forgive me for becoming the kind of person I hate the most.\ Those despicable people continue to live arrogantly in their own disgusting ways. He who does much evil will surely bring destruction upon himself. I wish that when you face the consequences, you can remain as calm as I was when I was hurt by you.\ Hospitalized for a month, currently still on medication. You drove me to madness, and now I have become like this, yet I do not hate you.\ Hateful people do not need curses; heaven has its reasons for their existence.\ Close to heaven.\ (I saw this on Tieba and was deeply moved… today I was admitted to that 'place' again… I, Old Hui, don't care; I've been in several times… posting this as a memento, this is my seventh hospitalization.)
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Old Niu (Deputy Station Chief) 2floor
Holding this position for a long time has made everyone laugh at you, strictly prohibit piracy
2013-03-01 19:33:34
Pupil~ 3floor
What's going on??
2013-03-01 19:33:34
easy 4floor
Old Hui, Old Qian, can you give some more comments?
2013-03-01 19:33:42
ash 5floor
Did you see my signature? Also, this is a post I forwarded.
2013-03-01 19:35:10
Rogue Master@Soaring 6floor
I thought Ash was about to die, haha, I was so happy. Just kidding, this article is a bit ridiculous.
2013-03-01 19:35:13
Newcomer ★ 7floor
Hang in there, OP. I pray for you and wish you a speedy recovery.
2013-03-01 19:35:26
___Bury Memories° 8floor
Hey hey hey, it has found a kindred spirit~ OP, let's be friends!
2013-03-01 19:35:57
easy 9floor
Alright, I won't say anything, just take care of yourself...
2013-03-01 19:38:43
ash 10floor
If you want to comment, just comment…
2013-03-01 19:40:07
quite 11floor
Indicates: no feeling...
2013-03-01 19:41:43
ash 12floor
Emotional deficiency syndrome, depression, tendency toward psychological distortion, schizophrenia, parasitic destructive tendencies. My diagnostic list.
2013-03-01 19:43:40
Chen Xiang 13floor
You were tricked by Lou Zhu
2013-03-01 19:45:34
ash 14floor
Is there anyone from Lishui, Zhejiang Province? Come to the hospital to see me, have a chat, and I'll give you five hundred.
2013-03-01 19:45:37
quite 15floor
They're all strange conditions...
2013-03-01 19:45:44
ash 16floor
Hehe, the twelfth floor…
2013-03-01 19:46:25
ash 17floor
Is anyone afraid of me?
2013-03-01 19:47:15
quite 18floor
It's a pity you can't come…
2013-03-01 19:47:26
easy 19floor
Old Hui, take good care of yourself, I can't say much more...
2013-03-01 19:48:25
___Bury Memories° 20floor
Ashes, we are truly kindred spirits! It's really a case of meeting too late!
2013-03-01 19:48:30
quite 21floor
As if I'm scared of you! I won't give you any face at all, you know that~
2013-03-01 19:48:49
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