A naive girl blindly trusted a boy who knew how to talk and coax, and even thought it was a beautiful encounter, a sweet dream.
My remorse lies precisely in this, as if I had set up a long-planned trap. At the moment when, in a sudden impulse and beyond my plan, I forcibly kissed her, all the truth came to light. I could not escape the unease of my conscience, nor could I bear it in my heart.
The reason I knelt down to apologize afterward
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She received a call from him, the one she had liked for seven years. He said to her: Let's be together. Even though she heard the sound of others giggling on the other end of the phone, she still calmly said: Okay. Then she asked: You lost 'Truth or Dare' again, right? He said: I chose truth.
Chun Da, you're still not asleep so late? Is it because your conscience is uneasy and you can't sleep? (Ha, the above is purely speculation)
Being willing to take responsibility is not bad either. Did you apologize publicly or privately? This question is something Qian is very interested in.
Yeah, tossing and turning. It hurts. I was the one who forcefully kissed her just minutes before the agreed time to go home that girls had set. Before that, when I was hugging her, it didn't feel like much. I felt that she was already falling for me, but in the end, my actions really felt like I was hurting her.
From the time a week ago when I first got close to her until before I kissed her, to be honest, I was pretending to be a tall, rich, and handsome guy. She had just broken up with her boyfriend the day before yesterday. To be honest, it would have naturally been enough for me to just hug her, and we could have taken things slowly after that, but forcefully kissing her ruined everything beautiful. She had always trusted me and saw me as a big brother who understood many things, yet I took advantage of her innocence. Sigh.
If you looked at my previous posts, you should have noticed that I was in a state of craving. I admit that I had a predatory attitude toward her. I even imagined yesterday the scenario of holding her... Although, from another perspective, her lack of awareness in this matter ultimately encouraged my evil. What I can't forget is that she is a girl with a healthy and positive lifestyle. She basically rarely trusts strangers, and I was the first in her life. After that, she cried, and my conscience immediately felt uneasy.
Judging by the situation, I think it's hopeless. She might think Cun Da is hypocritical, (is he really a tall, rich, and handsome guy?) and someone who likes to take advantage. His image is completely ruined. However, if we contact her again, we can still have a serious talk; maybe there's still room for a turnaround.
To be honest, I lived like this, and then she developed feelings for me, and nothing happened in the end, otherwise...
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