★Qingming Memorial★ Snowy Blade – Binglan [Repost]

You once smiled and told me to grow stronger, saying you would hand the Dragon Domain over to me. But you also said there could only be one Dragon Speaker in the world, so I would rather cling on forever.\ Now I still cling by your side, but why do you no longer smile at me?\ I have grown under your wings, continuously becoming stronger. My powerful and stubborn mentor, the joy and worry in your eyes, I cannot seem to see.\ In my eyes, you never failed, until the moment you nearly fell under the light of the Moon's Dirge. At that instant, the world turned gray. I sought out the great wizard from the far south, willing to give everything to save you. All that I have is given by you; to make you wake up, that is nothing. When you woke and cried in my arms, I was especially certain that everything I gave was worth it.\ Looking back now, I only ever held your hand unintentionally, held your hand by your bed as you recovered from injuries, and hugged your bloodied body amidst the flames of forbidden spells.\ I have made barbecue for you twice: once tiger, once antelope. Once I almost added the wrong seasoning with poison, another time I nearly broke a whole hill. I am not skilled, yet you still nodded in approval.\ You were a diligent and responsible guardian. You traversed the continent in search of weapons to fight the Moon's Dirge, and finally we achieved a bitter victory. But the End Times Saint descended, and no one could stop it. The strongest guardian of Lingtong Continent, the twenty-sixth-generation Dragon Speaker, my mentor, you used your life and soul to form a saintly glacier seal that tore across the entire continent. You didn't even give me a chance to oppose you, leaving me only a tragic look back, telling me that you loved me…\ Now I still guard the Dragon Language Glacier year by year, cling by your side, but why do you no longer smile at me?\ I still owe you a barbecue, I still keep the Dragon Domain expense list you wrote, I still keep the ring you gave me, I still stay here in a vigil with no conclusion. I don't know what else I can hope for, I only know that I love you.||\Snowy Domain Cold Wind\At the Dragon Language Glacier\The thousand-mile frozen surface\Is it your calm and still state of mind\The bone-chilling snowfall for thousands of miles\Is it your thousand-year-long solitude\Cold River Surrounds the Universe, faint dragon chant\My footsteps are filled with loneliness\The sorrow of the moon, faint light arises\Letting the waxing and waning cycle continue endlessly\Beneath the glacier, beautiful you\Eyes like stars, brows resolute\Indigo tearful glow, the upward curve at the corner of your mouth\Seals the frost of these ten thousand miles with the power of life\Seals the resentment of the abyss of ten thousand reincarnations\Legend…\Holding the divine artifact\I have traversed the world, galloping for ten thousand miles\Yet my heart is like an icy realm\A trace of gentleness arises only for you under the glacier…\Lying down on the big character, gazing at the sky\Feeling your divine aura\Picking up my memories\Only in your embrace\Can I act freely, no longer restrained\Legend…\What is a legend\You risk your life with blood\Just to protect the one you want to protect\And your protection\Causes those who want to protect you to lose the one they protect\After enduring trials\I only wish that one day I can protect you in turn\But no matter how strong I am, what use is it\Worldly affairs are chaotic, desires and power entwine\In the end, one cannot clear the troubles and walk the world alone\In the end, one cannot hold your hand in the Peach Blossom Spring home\I am willing to return as a novice\As if for the first time\Looking up at your beautiful and pure face\Calm, serene\But\Without undergoing the blood-stained world\Without experiencing that scene of life and death separation\How could one feel deeply engraved pain\After being deeply engraved, how many can taste happiness\After much entanglement\The heart cannot vent\Looking up at the sky and howling\Is it wrong to love someone??!!\In the end, in the end, how must I mess with you to satisfy you!!??\Turning to the ice, gently weeping\In the end, in the end, what must happen for you to return to my side…\Ice Lan\My mentor\Friend\Sister\Lover\As if from another world, it is your silver bell-like voice\"Ice Lan, if you were real, how wonderful that would be…"\"I stand before you, can talk to you, can let you touch me, isn't that real enough?""Yes, if you are not true, my heart, my dreams, how could they willingly freeze for a thousand years with you, accompany you, and never be lonely... I once recalled that lonely silhouette on the icy mountain peaks, I once recalled that face in white as pure as snow, I once recalled that slender body yet heroic and valiant holding the spirit sword, I also once recalled the trace of cunning that appeared on a face not to be desecrated... That is you, the unparalleled goddess. All living beings in the world are your responsibility, so you transformed into eternal ice, forever watching over everything, leaving only a trace of longing turned into tears... On the snowy peaks, orchids still bloom, and in the icy realm, that beautiful legend will forever be passed down. Only let it be eternal! ... || "I am standing in front of you, I can speak to you, I can let you touch me, is this not real enough..." -------- Bing Lan. Between fate's beginning and ending, in a desolate village, the body of the undead Mira has already sunk into the soil, yet the tattered cloak still tells a tale of tragic love. On the battlefield strewn with corpses, Lin Qiu's body has long turned to dust. In the underwater caves, the undead Link who insisted on forging armor for Annie has probably become nothing more than bones. Will anyone return to mourn him? Will anyone remember his name? At the moment Bing Lan froze herself, someone was crying, yet the tears in the ice were unseen. Under the shade of the trees in the Dragon Realm, before the grave, the sword gleamed, orioles flew, butterflies danced, but who still remembers that persistence of the past... That sometimes absent-minded, sometimes dignified, sometimes coquettish, sometimes cute Draconic speaker, Bing Lan. That gluttonous Bing Lan who, after recovering, lightly leaned on the scholar's shoulder, licking her tiny tongue while eating roasted lamb. That little money-lover, Bing Lan, standing lively beside the scholar, smiling while asking for high tuition fees. That little girl, Bing Lan, who threw herself into the scholar's arms crying, 'I thought I would never see you again.' That Snowy Sword-edge Bing Lan who killed Blood Howl, assassinated Ming Yu, perished alongside the saints, yet could still not forget the scholar. Who would still remember? Fate begins, everything is like a dream; fate ends, everything shatters as it did at first. || -- Snow Realm Battle Song @ Bing Cang Dragon Language, in 2013 on Qingming, remembered at Bing Lan Bar (hyname).