Until the final year

Zan… Zan……\Zannian……\ When Qian heard the shouting, her heart skipped a beat. This? Isn't that Zannian? Wasn't he fine over there? What happened to him?\ So, Qian finally let go of other distractions and looked back. In her memory, he was a child who liked to act cute, should be smiling, but… how had he become like this?\ Wasn't he always fine by Qian's side?\ And then, Qian finally understood.\ She really wanted to grab his hand, really wanted to get him back. Both familiar and strange.\ How long has it been, since coming to the Seven Altars and meeting you, how long has it been since we last chatted freely together? It's really been a long time. When Qian laughed heartily with other friends, she would occasionally see your lonely figure, but Qian never paid attention.\ Qian still remembers, that time when she was troubled, you came out to look for her amidst everyone's confusion, knowingly doing something boring just for her, posting on the Shuwen forum.\ Qian still remembers, that time she was playful and messed up the forum, everyone blamed her, good friends Moli and Meimei-chan didn't hesitate to betray her, scolding Qian, only you worried and left a message for her, only you, ignoring others, still stood up to help Qian.\ Qian still remembers, that time when she put down the “Visitor1112” lurking identity and returned, everyone came to hug her, to greet her… and you just watched from behind, then quietly turned and left. But Qian only glanced at your offline moment, once. And then joined the group chat with everyone.\ Yes, it's been too long, Zannian. Too long. Too long without being together. So that now, looking at you, you feel so unfamiliar. Since the establishment of the Qiyu family, after there were members like Meimei-chan, Moli, and Qiyu, I rarely spoke with you. After becoming a moderator, we rarely gathered, you didn't come to disturb Qian, but still, Qian just forgot you. When dealing with the publicity department, Qian only talked casually with Cunwo. Every time there was trouble, it was you who came to help Qian smooth things over, but Qian only glanced at you in passing. I thought you would always be there. Got used to it, and then forgot…\ Now looking at you, you seem so unfamiliar, Zannian. Too long, we've been apart for too long, not laughing together like before… but Qian never imagined… that when we're together again, it would be like this…\Qian, are you there?……\What's wrong, hello, at……\ Thinking of the familiar tone, the familiar teasing, CanNian… for a moment, it seemed like returning to the time when we first met, you smiled and said, we will be friends from now on; it seemed like returning to the 'letter' you wrote to Qian, you seemed to want to tell Qian, Qian, if you don't move, if you don't cheer up, you will fall into sadness; it seemed like returning to when chatting with Qian casually, you asked me, sleepy, why can't your eyes fall asleep?\ It seemed like returning to the time when creating the clan, you said casually, They (suppressing QiYu) also deserve a clan?\ Qian, I am not as good as you in leading.\ CanNian, do you know how much Qian regrets, how heartbroken. Clan? That was just our joking topic, Qian doesn't want a clan anymore, it's meaningless.\ CanNian, have you always remembered, during the days when Qian distanced from you. You suffered such serious injury, did you still remember to encourage Qian? Haven't you always been supporting Qian.\ You guided Qian through the toughest newcomer period, you called Qian a friend without hesitation, treated me as before, never called Qian 'brother', yet gave Qian so much. When Qian boasted, you gave a generous smile, boasted together with Qian, joked with Qian, and saved old Qian's face.\ When creating QiYu, Qian stirred up such a huge event, yet you never blamed Qian like others did, that's what friends do.\ And what did Qian say?\ You are just afraid of trouble.\ You have a childish temper, petty.\ Fool, are you doing nothing here?\ And the words that hurt you the most were: What use is it having a friend like you?\ CanNian, you risked your life for old Qian twice, you took care of me time and again, you protected my dignity in front of others, you never let others speak ill of me, you always treated me as your friend. Brother…\ Qian, I have to go first.\ CanNian, you were once a remarkable elder, you commanded with authority, handled matters decisively yet meticulously. You said, you are willing to leave? Just break off like this?\ CanNian, Qian knows, you are not afraid of trouble, you have never been afraid of that little chaos. Brother, Qian knows you are not petty, never. CanNian, you gave your sincerity, yet I repeatedly ignored it. CanNian, even if you leave, leave the 7 forums, you still speak lightly about it, though reluctant, it's only reluctance, nothing more.\ But CanNian, you cannot leave. You cannot leave.You left, and Old Qian really became all alone. On the 7th forum, there was no longer a best friend, smiling and liking to act cute while talking to Qian, giving without expecting anything in return. No more brothers, always protecting Qian, whether as Qian or as Can Nian. On the new forum, you and I were going to continue to write the chapter of friendship on the 7th forum, it was about to succeed, but Can Nian, how could you just… leave… just like that… nothing else…\Recorded on: 2013-03-01 21:20\———————\In the past, Qian purely applied to be a moderator for Can Nian. Because he no longer played with him after creating the clan, in the end, Can Nian left. Leaving behind these words, Qian also forgot.\But that doesn't matter, brother…\Yet still remember:\—How dare you say that, I, Old Qian (Can), pledge with blood!\Qian won't be much on the 7th forum anymore, brother understands you, supports you, misses you.\Waiting, to continue writing…\—The bond between Can and Qian, wishing through blood and tears