Brotherly friendship must not be forgotten.

Do you still remember the times we crouched in the bathroom smoking? Do you still recall the adult videos we watched together? We used to get into fights and come out bruised and battered. You said that when you grow up, you want to be a devil. One day, for a woman, we stopped seeing each other. I smoke a stubbed-out cigarette, thinking about this messed-up world. What should I do? I don't even know how to judge. Where should love and friendship stand? My voice chokes as I look back at all of this. I hug my pillow in the middle of the night and start venting. What made you and me go from brothers to rivals in love? What made you separate me from friendship? I keep thinking maybe all the mistakes are mine. The road ahead is so long, and we have to keep walking. The word 'brother' is supposed to last a lifetime, yet for a woman, our hearts are broken. We used to act like fools over girls. We once swore brotherhood, but in the end, you played me. I know you haven't forgotten that friendship. I understand that you falling in love with her was out of necessity of emotion. We used to act like fools over girls. We once swore brotherhood, where are you now? I drink the last sip in the cup as a toast to you. Next time we meet, I will still smoke the cigarette in your hand. Do you still remember the basketball courts where we played 'fighting bull'? Do you still recall the places where we picked up girls? When we couldn't sleep, we would chat until dawn. No one expected things to end up this way. I don't want to lose a woman, and I don't want to lose a brother even more. I can't erase her gentleness from my mind. But after so many years, this genuine friendship, I step aside, as she truly belongs to you. Haha, I really don't know what else to say. I keep asking myself what I should do. Facing your glass, all I feel is awkwardness after awkwardness. The unspoken truth is I care about you and I care about her. I give you a cigarette and go back to our past. You are still my brother; I haven't changed. I won't bother arguing over useless things. I won't become selfish like others. We used to act like fools over girls. We once swore brotherhood, but in the end, you played me. I know you haven't forgotten those feelings. I understand that you falling in love with her was something beyond your control. We used to act like fools over girls. We once swore brotherhood, where are you now? I drink the last sip in the cup as a toast to you. Next time we meet, I will still smoke the cigarette in your hand. Actually, even now, I haven't blamed you. I know I haven't taken this to heart either. I still remember when we used to hang out every day. I also remember we used to mess around for nothing. Damn, okay, that's it for today.Even if it's in the past, yeah, from now on neither of us is allowed to mention it. Women are like clothes, but brothers are true companions. If it's useless, don't say it, we have to keep moving forward. I once acted like a fool for a girl. We once swore brotherhood, but in the end, you played me. I know you haven't forgotten those friendships. I understand that you fell in love with her out of helpless emotion. I once acted like a fool for a girl. We once swore brotherhood, so where are you now? I finish the last sip in my cup in your honor. Next time we meet, I will still take the cigarette from your hand...