Sigh, let me talk about myself... I can't grow taller; from elementary school to vocational school, I was always the shortest in the class. I was constantly being belittled by others. I'm already 20 years old and have never had a boyfriend. My appearance and personality can't compare to others, and my abilities are worse than others. Since I was young, I've been weak and sickly, with myopia, tuberculosis, and rhinitis... I worked before, but I was fired in less than a week, I never pass the probation period... By the way, is there anyone worse off than me? \3-18 19:00 8 comments\ Yufu19794143-20 17:13 comment\ Cheer yourself on with confidence, I want to be your friend and give you some encouragement and guidance. \ Lán Ruòmí 3-20 23:59 comment\[Load remaining 6 comments] \ Xiao Fei 1995 (Level 1) 3rd floor\ Do you think I am suffering too? I don't have a mother, and I was mocked by many people because of the birthmark on my face. I'm very introverted, physically extremely weak, having to go to the hospital almost every month. I've had anxiety, pneumonia, and allergic rhinitis. Today I even had plasma treatment; I regret it, it feels worse than before. I don't know how long I can hold on. \3-18 19:21 4 comments\ Lán Ruòmí 3-18 19:29 comment\ What's so funny about a birthmark =?=... Can't it be removed? \ Xiao Fei 1995 3-18 19:32 comment\ Replying to Lán Ruòmí: My suffering is not just about the birthmark. \[Load remaining 2 comments] \ Little Immortal Abacus (Level 9) 4th floor\ You, get out of here. \3-18 21:00 1 comment\ Lán Ruòmí 3-18 21:28 comment\ .... haha, okay.... \ Like__monkey (Level 1) 5th floor\ Yesterday I lost the bike I just bought, tonight at the gym when I was changing clothes, I put my glasses next to me and someone who was picking up ping pong balls accidentally stepped on them. I don't even know who stepped on them. I only know that when I was changing clothes, someone came to pick up the ping pong balls. When I got home and called my mom, she blamed me for losing the bike and having broken glasses. Now the glasses have to be mailed home for a new frame. I'm preparing for the postgraduate entrance exam, which is already stressful, and now the pressure is even greater, sigh! \3-20 22:42 1 comment\ Lán Ruòmí 3-21 00:00 comment\ Sigh! Don't bother too much about what's lost, things will get better, come on! \ Morbid Obsession (Level 1) 7th floor\ Go quit gambling, you'll feel much happier. \3-21 01:08 comment\ Bloody Grasshopper (Level 1) 8th floor\ I noticed that introverted, depressed, and low self-esteem people all have poor lung function. What's going on? Is this the legendary Qi stagnation? \3-22 18:52 11 comments\ Lán Ruòmí 3-22 19:06 comment\ I don't know~ but a pessimistic mood isn't good for your body...\Bloody Grasshopper 3-22 20:01 Comment\Lin Daiyu is just an example...\Load remaining 9 comments\Slave of Sin (Level 1) 9th floor\I am bullied because of my appearance! In the past, classmates at school laughed at me, and teachers didn't like me either. Now that I'm working, colleagues look down on me, and I feel jealous for a long time when I see beautiful women! Why can they easily get what they want just because of their looks! I hate my parents for giving birth to me so ugly! Even my parents dislike me and say I'm ugly! I am living each day in pain!\3-22 19:18 23 comments\Lan Ruomi 3-22 19:24 Comment\I'm not good-looking either, someone called me a dinosaur to my face. I don't despise others' appearance, but if possible, can you show me a picture of yourself?\Slave of Sin 3-22 19:28 Comment\Reply to? Lan Ruomi?: I don't have photos, and I rarely take them because I know I am ugly\Load more\Xiao Fei 1995 (Level 1) 10th floor\I believe that there are many people in this forum who are extremely distressed and have even had suicidal thoughts; in this forum, you will meet many people like you. You can communicate with each other, discuss together, and get rid of inferiority complex as soon as possible. 8480490\3-23 09:44 Comment\lbt555 (Level 2) 11th floor\I have always been unable to fit into society? I can't get along with people anywhere? I handle interpersonal relationships poorly? I have no friends? No matter what job I do, nothing goes smoothly?\Since elementary school? The homeroom teacher said I wouldn't say a word a day? In elementary school, I had one friend? Although he also looked down on me? Middle and high school for six years, I was alone? Everyday felt painfully torturous? I spent barely 2 months in college before I couldn't keep going? Went back home to work and earn money? Colleagues think I'm hard to get along with? I feel like I'm almost detached from human society? I don't understand social norms? I act immature? Ignorant?\Thinking about having to marry and have children in the future? I'm worried my child will be like me? I don't want my child to be looked down upon? I don't want my child to spend their entire life in inferiority and suffering? I don't want my child to feel embarrassed by having a family member like me? Even if I live alone in the future? What if I'm unable to move when I'm old? Maybe die at home with my body rotting before neighbors find out?\I don't even know how I should live in the future\3-23 15:59 11 comments\Big Cabbage de Vegetable 3-23 16:22 Comment\Wow, you think just like I do?I'm just still in school, about to graduate from my senior year. I know I'm about to face the hardships of society, but for my parents, I still have to work harder. I also don't want to get married or have children; I just like being free and independent. As for how I will die, I don't want to think about it—just enjoy the present, my friend. Some things really are best to seize the day. \Lan Ruomi 3-23 18:26 Comment\ I think you should let yourself go; making friends is a very joyful thing~ As long as you change your personality, others will change the way they see you. \Load remaining 9 comments\ Cute Overthinking (Level 1) 12th floor\ Talking about your feelings can make you feel better. Today I turned 28. The love I lost over the New Year—we had known each other for a little over a year, we met online. I was working in that city, we met online, and after knowing each other for a month, we went home. She stayed at my place for over a year. She was a woman not worth remembering—previously married, with children, and had run away from her last relationship, you know, just ran away. Now at home it's the same thing. Talking about going home for New Year, she hasn't come back, too lazy every day, does nothing, doesn't even clear the table. Sigh. But now I'm also in pain; after all, it's been over a year? There are feelings involved. If it had been a fight and she left, I would feel better. Sigh… women! But now I can still contact her, how to put it… this woman is as fickle as life, can't stay long with anyone. Since I met her, I knew I couldn't support her financially; sooner or later, she will leave. \3-23 17:30 1 comment\ 9427f5-3 09:22 Comment\ Can you casually date women online? They will just scam poor people like you; if you have money, who would still look at them? \aying Qi (Level 7) 13th floor\ Sigh… \3-23 18:23 Comment\ Breezy Wind (Level 7) 14th floor\ I've never been able to fit into society? Wherever I go, I can't connect with people? Can't handle interpersonal relationships? Don't have a single friend? Every job goes poorly? \3-24 22:24 4 comments\ Lan Ruomi 3-24 22:30 Comment\ ... \ykzsrh4-2 09:55 Comment\ I'm just like you, unemployed \Load remaining 2 comments\ Rubber Men (Level 3) 15th floor\ I can't carry out my own ideas \3-25 23:33 Comment\ Gu Sibi Nian (Level 3) 16th floor\ Haha, are you worse off than me? I'm not ugly, but wherever I go, people scold me, and everyone shows a look of disgust when they see me. I've never been able to manage relationships with others, and no one wants to play with me. I changed three middle schools because my classmates hated me and ganged up to kick me out.I'm now dropping out of school and living with my parents. I thought I was free from a painful life, but in the end, I don't know why neighbors still scold me for being ugly? Ranting! How wronged am I to live this life!! What exactly have I done wrong? Why can't I find happiness anywhere? Why am I always scolded wherever I go? Was it because I was born destined to suffer? If that's the case, why did heaven still let me come into this world?!! If it allowed me to come, why does it torment me like this? I really want to die, but I've tried—when you truly face death, it's truly terrifying, so I don't dare die, just live on like this, but I feel pathetic and useless. I feel like just being alive is already hopeless!!!!!!!
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Lan Ruomi3-26 12:34 Comment
Everything has a reason. I'm an introverted kid. Some people dislike me, but they don't necessarily say it out loud; when they do, they say it behind my back. There's only one person with cerebral palsy, who absolutely hates me and spits at me. Other than hating him, I don't get too sad
Gu Sibi 3-26 12:57 Comment
Reply? Lan Ruomi?: Heh, if I die, who besides my parents would be sad?
