[Emotional Story] Saying Sorry to Myself Facepalm Turn - Forever Lei Ge

Suddenly, I really want to say sorry to myself. Sorry for always making myself unhappy,\ always feeling inexplicably sad, putting too much pressure on myself,\ always forgetting to remind myself to take good care of myself,\ always unable to do the things I like as I wish,\ always saying sorry to others and forgetting myself,\ because of pessimism, I no longer believe in life,\ because of stubbornness, I have been hurt many times,\ because of pretending, I have lived a very hard life,\ because of youth, I have been tired for too long,\ because of sadness, I have troubled some people who love me,\ I haven't properly taken care of myself for a long time,\ haven't properly enjoyed life by making good use of time for a long time,\ haven't picked a gift I like for myself for a long time,\ once made things difficult for myself for the sake of others,\ when sad, I could only endure it myself,\ when smiling through tears, I didn't confide anyone,\ my heart hurt so much, yet I had to pretend not to care,\ I have been pretending not to care for so many years,\ there are many things I haven't learned to cherish properly,\ sorry for forgetting to be stranded, sorry for never finding my old self again;\ I have lost too many things, forgotten too many matters, abandoned too many responsibilities...\ sorry, sorry, sorry, really sorry...\ dare not beg for my own forgiveness, the only way to make up for the past life is to live better,\ forget everything, start again,\ look up at the night sky, tears have flowed back, corners of my mouth gently lift,\ telling myself,\ tomorrow the sun will still shine brightly, but life must make a splendid turn...