[Emotional Story] Loving You Was a Mistake (Forwarded)

Long time no see, two consecutive releases, the second installment\First part (Xiao Ming, Luo Luo)\ (voice full of tenderness) "Rou, it's me, (pause 2 seconds), are you okay?"\ (the voice on the other end is stiff and cold) "Yes."\ "I tried, but I couldn't do it. I spent a year trying to forget,\ (voice starts to get uncontrollable) torturing myself with work, hazing myself with cigarettes, numbing myself with alcohol,\ (tone intensifies, as a deeply painful feeling surges) even thinking of threatening myself with death, I tried everything,\ (feeling of anger but helplessness) yet you are still etched deeply in my heart,\ (voice softens immediately) Rou, let me love you again."\ (voice shows a heartbroken care, softer than before, but deliberately restrained) "Qiu, I already have a lover, don't do anything foolish, give it up."\ (at this moment, her lover's voice comes from behind) "Rou, did you see my socks?"\ (now she is anxious but also concerned for him) "Okay, let's set a time to talk again, byebye" (quickly hangs up, the sound of the phone beeping follows)\ Second part\ The last meeting, scene at a café\ "Rou, do you still remember this café where we first met?"\ "Qiu, you really are silly. We once loved each other, those were happy and carefree days. But love is the most steadfast yet unreliable thing in the world. (tone begins to turn sorrowful) Time passes, love fades, and those who are in love drift apart. If fate ends but one insists on holding on, the original beauty becomes a kind of restraint, a cage in which both of us are trapped. I would be unable to breathe, could you bear to see me unfree?\ (now emotions are brewing, tears already about to fall, half-crying) "I understand. Then take care of yourself, don't always take painkillers for your joint pain, have him massage you, (finally crying, speaking with a sob) eat more regularly, you are too thin, nothing else, just worry about your health. If he bullies you, be sure to tell me."\ (Rou is equally sad now, voice whimpering) "You too, take care of yourself, I don't want to see someone I once loved suffer, understand?""(The sound of Autumn is that kind of feeling, crying, wanting to stop but unable to stop)" 'Finally, can I kiss you one more time?'\ 'Mm' (Rou's voice is also mournful yet beautiful)\ 'Goodbye' (Autumn ran out crying)\ Dialogue: Before love and hate disappear\ Warm your face with my hands\ To prove that I truly loved you\ Third segment\ (Autumn has already slit his wrist, the whole body soaking in the warm water of the bathtub, the wound in the warm water feels no pain, blood keeps flowing, feeling weak and powerless) 'Rou, don't hang up, this is my last call.'\ 'Has he treated you well?'\ 'Why do you ask?'\ 'I'm leaving.'\ 'Where to?'\ 'I don't know, that place is also unfamiliar to me.'\ 'Rou, remember someone once said, the blood vessels leading to the heart are on the ring finger. Do you know how much I want, in this life, to pour everything and firmly tie your ring finger?'\ 'Autumn, you are a good person, a good lover, and an even better man. But alas, fate is cruel. Leaving you, I truly don't know if it's the beginning of happiness or the end. Perhaps, I care too much about my own feelings.'\ 'Rou, remember that time when you had a high fever that wouldn't go down, and I took you to the hospital? I'll never forget you leaning on my shoulder, tears streaming down, sadly saying, in this life, I need you to be with me.'\ 'How could I forget? I still remember I was afraid of dying just like that, you kissed away my tears, stroked my hair, saying if I die, you won't live either, then we discussed ways to die, and in the end, you even foolishly said by cutting your wrist.'\ 'Rou, I'm really sorry. There are things I've already done, but I won't regret them. Some promises, I can only wait until the next life to fulfill.'\ (Rou noticed Autumn's voice was weak) 'Autumn, what's wrong? Are you okay?'\ (Autumn sounds soft but stubborn, already unable to hear Rou clearly) 'In this life, it is fated. I loved painfully, may in the next life, I be a free-spirited poet.'\ (Rou was suddenly shocked, her voice immediately tense) 'Autumn, don't scare me, you wouldn't really do something foolish, right?'\ (At this moment, Autumn almost had no will, spoke instinctively) 'Rou, promise me, in the next life, don't change your name, that way, it will be easier for me to find you.'”\ (Rou is crying desperately, heartbroken) “Why are you so stupid, why are you so stupid”\ (Qiu uses the last of his strength) “Don't cry, my most beloved”\ (Rou's crying gradually fades away)\ Finally, voice-over\ (Qiu narrates, voice calm and peaceful) I found myself becoming very light, leaving the ground, floating in the air. I flew to her window; she was there, she was actually smiling at me. Her smiling face was still bright and beautiful. I waved, but she didn't notice at all.\ I stepped onto the Naihe Bridge, holding that bowl of Meng Po soup. Just before forgetting the feelings of my past life, I silently said in my heart: Rou, live well. In this time and space, I will bless you.\(Good night)