Original Work 'Ideal Lover' by Tianyu Xi

(coin=100)The night is quiet. In the darkness, there is a bit of insomnia.\ Waking from a dream, my mind still savors the lingering tenderness.\ Little by little, the scenes\ Intertwined until the edge of dawn.\ The past me can no longer be seen!\ I am the deepest dark cloud loving you,\ Returning to the past, I also said I liked the rain.\ On rainy days, someone hides under the eaves together,\ His coat opened, running in the rain.\ Back then, we talked about such ideal lovers,\ I quietly watched your longing eyes,\ Only hearing the pure sound of tears falling.\ I am the sharpest blade that hurts you the most,\ No pre-written story accompanies us.\ Years later, if we have a chance to meet again,\ Will you forget what I look like?\ Maybe you won't forget,\ Maybe you treat it as a joke,\ And my heart is like a lost, empty city…\ I never learned to be an ideal lover… Once you said love brings pain.\ Some people leave and never wait again,\ Maybe it's because I loved cowardly,\ Making myself a lonely person,\ So I gave up the extension of love,\ No matter if you laugh at me crying, no matter if you despise me,\I have already gone silent, in the dry river of love…\ Viewing large image\ Walking past wind-eroded bridges and beams, a rain-splashed flower\ Its petals scattered scent, in a world shaken by love, I didn't stop\ Now, how many feelings do I have? Do butterflies\ That break from cocoons bury themselves in autumn? That sunlight of the past no longer appears for them,\ Quietly falling to the ground, salty crying,\ Not flying but cannot be too sad. We are the one, too many tears and\ fatigue, We are the one, not imagining loving anyone like that,\ That exhausted vow, black and white images, maybe we\ Should never have met…\ Viewing large image (/coin)