You say my nature is worse and I can't compare to others, I want to explain it to you but fear that I don't make sense, and I just don't have the courage to say I'm playing nonsense. After we broke up, you still care a lot about my space. Why did you only delete you in the early hours yesterday? Because recently you said you've seen me so quietly, so why should I keep following you in this space?
Back to my memories, you left alone too lonely, reversed, how could I win you back? The constant pressure made it hard for me to breathe, as if I had suppressed it for a long time before finally making a breakup. It wasn't like you said I was wrong from the start, and even if sorry didn't work, I had to keep saying it. Even after we parted, I didn't have the courage to explain myself to you.
I remember once I asked you what you were doing. You said you were bored on rainy days, sitting and listening to the wind and watching the rain. At that moment, I quickly fell into the feeling of listening to the wind and watching the rain. It seemed to be the most beautiful scene in my dreams. I recorded it in a spatial sketch. Actually, I also live in that style house.
You don't like having an expression that is disgusting, so I tried to avoid looking. Has that expression changed? You don't like hearing people curse, sometimes when you're happy, are you angry? You don't like making a fuss either, are you okay on the other end of the line? Are you secretly crying again? Everything is fine, I was wrong, you should be strong.
I rarely called you before, and I still haven't given you a lollipop, I haven't had time for your birthday either, how many times have I run to school to see you?
Does this really count as heartlessness? You could say I'm playing with feelings, but I still remember it clearly in my heart.
What is chasing me now is your recent words,
Too many chaotic thoughts, why not have a good talk? Endless words can't be guessed,
Accidentally stabbed the heart and made me very sad,
too much noise, weak signal, and feelings can't get through.
\ I've talked too much, can you calm down and relax?
Overthinking will also bring emotions,
I'm not as hard to deal with as you imagine,
You can also choose to burn me to resolve your frustrations, \ Alright, all of this is because I acted without conscience, \ I hope you still continue to live well,
Please don't keep that gloomy face all day,
Maybe it's me who made you unhappy,
Let me slowly withdraw from your life.
Will it be a long time in the future,
I'm gradually learning to withdraw from your life? Inside is the funeral of the rose I sang… If you can't listen to it, please change the file extension to awb format
