Essence I haven't written an article for two months, and I don't know how my writing is now.
The wind in the woods behind the house is strong. I feel like going there to enjoy the cool breeze. But if it's just to feel the wind, that would be too boring. I take a pack of cigarettes and a few grapes. Going to the edge of the woods, feeling the wind and smoking at the same time—it feels great! While smoking, I hear a clanging sound, and unconsciously my attention is drawn to it. I walk over, and the woodpecker flies away, but the bug in the tree hollow remains. This makes me feel like I've done a good deed, even though the bug is a pest, harming the tree. But without the tree's provisions, it cannot survive. This makes me think: if I were that bug, would I have to rely on this tree to live? Couldn't I survive on something else? Couldn't I be stronger than the woodpecker? Couldn't the positions of predator and prey be reversed? This makes me feel like I have always been the bug, and my parents are the tree. Because I once brought harm to the tree I depended on. But without it, I cannot survive. If I continue like this, the tree I depend on will also fall one day. What will I do then? Or perhaps a 'woodpecker' will come and eliminate me. Since I haven't been cleared by the 'woodpecker' yet, and the tree I depend on hasn't fallen, shouldn't I wake up, or transform? Since I used to be a bug, now I don't want to be a 'bug' anymore, nor do I want my tree to fall because of me…
