Post to celebrate Qian becoming a moderator again

I love you just because of the happiness you have given me. Walking lightly in the afternoon, bathing in the sunshine that I have not seen for a long time, looking at the fallen leaves in twos and threes, it is another year of yellow leaves. The invisible wind carries a touch of coolness, gently blowing the ends of my hair. I stroke it with my hand and touch it with the fragrance. Sniffing the direction where the wind was blowing, I saw several sweet-scented osmanthus blooming not far away. The bright yellow buds were clustered between the leaves. Although they were not big, they were fragrant. Taking advantage of the lightness of the autumn wind, the fragrance spreads all the way, the flowers bloom and warm the time. Holding a wisp of floral fragrance to my lips, kissing the romance that is no longer in spring when the flowers are blooming, I miss you deeply in my heart, and thank you for being with me.
Close your eyes and feel intoxicated, immersed in the fragrant air for a long time. The picture that pops up in front of me is the day when I first met you. That late autumn in October, you came as scheduled, carrying the promise of the previous life, reincarnating in this life, and looking back among thousands of people, I knew that you were the one I wanted to love all my life. I can't forget that in those lonely days, you would ask me if I was doing well? When I was sick, you always told me to take medicine on time. I am very sloppy and disobedient. I only agree verbally, and you will coax and comfort me with distress. In fact, you don't know, I just want to make you feel distressed and worry about you all day long. With your whispers, I am so happy!
Unknowingly, the taste of love has been integrated into every nerve of me. The words of longing fell on the pillow and became a heart that is difficult to write. I hold a curtain of dreams and just want to be with you. Dear, how many sleepless nights do you know? He curled up in bed, closed his eyes, and silently counted the distance between the two cities on his fingers. You're on that side of the city, just out of reach. When we are not in the same place, sometimes distance becomes distance. How can we depend on each other when we are separated by the world? Outside the window, the moon was full and stars were sparse, and a bright moonlight filtered through the curtains, spreading a touch of worry into the room. At this moment, will you miss me as much as I do? Can't sleep with longing? Tonight, if you have a connection, can you come into my dream? Use your broad shoulders to protect my tearful voice.
A gust of wind passed by, and the leaves floated leisurely in the air, following the direction of the wind, gradually moving away, returning to their fertile soil. That day you called me and said you wanted to see me. After hearing this, you felt a palpitation in your heart and your words were incoherent. I can't remember exactly what polite words I used to reject you, but I know that in front of you, polite words are so pale and powerless. I admit that no words can conceal the longing in my heart. I am more eager to see you than ever, but I really can't. The accumulation of too many thoughts has become a burden that hinders me. When the insincere words come to my lips, I can hear the contradictory heartbreak.
On Saturday, I received a call from you in the mall, saying that you were here and waiting for me at the intersection of XX. I was surprised! I was so flustered that my body was shaking. I thought you were just talking, but I didn't expect you would actually come. To see or not to see? I was in a state of confusion, trying to convince myself and rejecting myself at the same time. After hesitating and hesitating, I still went. When I walked out of the shopping mall, the sunshine outside was very good, and it felt warm on my body, without the chill of winter at all. At the XX intersection, I recognized you from a distance. You were very kind and natural, much more free and easy than in the video. The moment our eyes met, thousands of words came to my lips, but I didn't know how to say them, so I awkwardly said "Hello". Your bright smile was so warm, and you held my hand tightly. The sun reflected my face red, filled with happiness.
Happy time always passes too quickly. You say you want to go back, but you are still reluctant to leave. When parting, he gave me a friendly hug and said he would visit me every week in the future. Watching your car go further and further until your vision is blurred. I felt a sense of loss in my heart, so empty and so sad. The reunion was short, and we parted sadly. There were many words that came to our lips before we had time to say them. I know you are very busy and don't have much time. It's really touching that you can come to see me every week! I just worry about your safety on the road in windy and rainy days. Every time you come and go, it makes me worried. So I fell in love with that intersection and stood there looking forward to the wind.
Stretch out your holding hands and lead me all my life. I am willing to walk with your fingers intertwined in the sunny morning and welcome the rising sun together. I am willing to nestle in your arms and watch the sunset together on a gentle evening. I am willing to count the happiness that belongs to us every day. I know that there is a kind of love that contains deep love, and I also know that there is a kind of love that contains helplessness. As long as we can understand each other's hearts, there will be a future.
I love you just because you give me happiness!