This is just a water post

Pen and paper kiss sweetly, and they indulge in ambiguity. Only by quitting breathing can I stop thinking about you. The so-called loyalty is just because there are not enough chips for betrayal. The hysterical roar has become a madman in your eyes. Smiling is just an expression and has nothing to do with happiness. . What distance produces is not beauty, but mistress. Happiness is like sand, we can't grasp it, but we can hold it in our hands. Life is not (Duo Lai Mi Fa Shi La Xi), but (firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar, tea). No matter how beautiful the pencil drawing is, it is still gray after all. I use my smile to control my low profile, and my low profile to control your screams. There is no woman who is not jealous, and there is no man who is not jealous. If you can't hold the sand, just throw it away. People are full of passion, and many people are in love with others. Some people are like pencil boxes, filled with pens every day. I couldn't find you on Baidu, so I had to go to Sogou. Women buy so many clothes just to show off to men, but men like women who don't wear clothes. For women, being beautiful is an advantage, and living a beautiful life is a skill. SpongeBob will also cry, because Patrick betrayed him. I should have been heartless a long time ago, and I don't need to be heart-wrenching now. Count the stars with me. If your IQ is low, count the moon. He was silent, unable to type a few words, and just stared at the screen blankly. It's not that I don't have anything to say to you, it's just that I can't express these ambiguities. It turns out that I can't let go. Loving you is such a simple thing, so simple that I can't think of any reason. But forgetting you is harder than waiting. Memories are so powerful, otherwise why would I think that you are still in so much pain? I want to tell myself that it's okay, but I still can't resist the astringent eyes and tip of my nose. What I'm most afraid of is that I won't believe anything in the future. How brave I was to love you then, how brave I was to forgive myself again and again. I tried my best not to let you know in this game, and I also cried over it. We are all so similar, and when we were quiet, I thought there was nothing wrong with that. I thought I could wait, I thought I could be your exception, I thought one day you would tell me you like me. You can boldly hold my hand and go out, you can tell me what's on your mind without any scruples, you can see through my thoughts at a glance. Loving you is such a simple thing, so simple that I can't think of any reason. Forgetting you should take longer than waiting. It's been two years. I've liked you for two years. How long does it take for a relationship to end from the beginning? How many more years like this do I have to meet again? "I'm not jealous of her." She choked on the other end of the phone. She wasn't jealous of her, she just couldn't figure it out. She paid so much, but in the end she got nothing. She just wanted to understand whether he had any affection for her in his heart. About the "mask": If you can take it off, I won't wear it. In the continuous growth, I seem to have developed an expression called indifference. Whether I am hurt or distressed, I will only watch with cold eyes, watching the cheerful and carefree self gradually drifting away in life. Maybe some things are destined to end early, such as love. He stared at the white ceiling indifferently. After a long time it stopped stirring. Then he turned off his phone. I fell into a long dream and kept chasing it until there was no way out. Still persistent.Is it because I care too much that you are so careless? Is it because I see you as transparent, will you take me more seriously? Is it necessary to be like this between people? You don't care when I treat you well. At a certain time, we are all looking for love, true or false, but we don't know that love is hidden in a moment. That moment is either a look or a voice, or just a word written unintentionally. That momentary feeling will tell you that the adventure in life has just begun, if you don't walk towards the other party unswervingly. Then I can only endure the fragmented separation. Dark night, quiet. I lie in bed, waiting for dawn to say good night to myself. No expectations, no worries, no ideals, no following. Only my own quiet. I say to myself, it's okay. I am the strongest, but I am still so reluctant to give up. All hymns in youth are poignant, but we still go against each other because of time and distance. If I am waiting, your promise is warm. I am willing to exchange the only light in my soul with you. And my youthful appearance, my freedom. But gradually I no longer believe you. I don't believe that there will be eternity in your distant hands. I don't believe that the shadow behind you can let go of my pure love. I just watch you from a distance. A promise destined to have no ending. In the darkness, I see my heart. As old as a flower. No pain, no tears. There is only peace. How long can I hold on? So huge memories are trying to bury me. I can't stand this kind of torture. I love you so much that you want to run away. Is it my failure or your heartlessness? Can you find another piece of happiness? Why do I have to hold on to empty memories, tortured and suppressed all the time? I hate myself for not living up to expectations. Thinking of you is like falling into a bottomless pit. I can't stop missing you. Why bother? I used a thousand reasons to convince myself, but I still can't help myself. How many times have you stared at the blue sky. Maybe I'm jealous. It's your frank devotion and touching expression that tells you about every adventure. You spread your wings and shine when I don't know. You are naive and you are proud. You run away but refuse to pursue freedom seriously. I am brave and I am afraid. The world without you is lonely and bumpy. Let you fly. Fly over now. The two of us are glued to each other. How strong the wind is and how beautiful the rain is. It is your everything. Blessings to you. I will not shed tears. I said that we will find each other in heaven. Please don't look back. Just care from afar. Just fly and review your photo album. I found that the things around me changed a lot and changed so fast. When I saw someone's photo in someone's space, my heart suddenly turned. I used a lot of things to numb myself and finally realized that you had not disappeared. If we had never met in the summer of that year. Then my thoughts may not be heavy. But if you really missed it. I'm afraid I won't be able to relax for the rest of my life. A gentle look sets off a hurricane on the sea. A deeper understanding of this encounter in future generations. Death can take its time, but love cannot remain indifferent. If you love once, you will be worthy of your life. The shaky camera of the movie took me into the deep darkness. If the night is long, if the night is long, if the night is long, I believe that the clock of time will swing by and day will always come. Allow yourself a daybreak. Everything will pass.I whispered to myself softly, and then I believed in relief... "Void" and "Void", the same two words in different arrangements, but implying completely different depths, let each other open a blood hole in each other's heart, and then say goodbye to the deepest part of the heart. The sleepiness under the scorching sun makes me always wake up in the dark night filled with stars, remembering the faces of all the passers-by in my life, forgetting the inexplicable emotions of every moment, Chinese Valentine's Day, Yi Xiangsui... Take advantage of each other before, don't look at each other (forget). In the desert, we gather together to hold the hand of the child, and the child will carry the old man. Although the years are like water, and they will never come back, they are destined to be blue-faced confidants. The messy crescent moon torn by the wind is still bright and high, pulling out a relaxed and indifferent smile.