It's almost the Chinese New Year, and I'm one year older! -As I grow older, I may have really changed a lot. -
I have learned to bear everything silently. -
I also try not to use bad words to make myself look so flustered. I don't know what I want to do to make me like this. -
I just want to change myself and isolate myself from the past. -
I want to make myself mature and no longer lonely. -
I have been learning how to do things that I didn't do originally. -
How to calm yourself down when you are angry. No longer empty and confused. -
Now I am no longer so silent, I also try to talk and pour out my heart to others. -
Perhaps it is the years that have changed me, or perhaps the environment has changed me. -
Perhaps it is the people who have hurt me who have taught me how to grow and be strong. -
Perhaps it is the people I have hurt who accompany me silently to shield me from the wind and rain -
It also allows me to fully understand myself. -
I can be poor, I can be ugly, then I can also be different and face the panic of the past. Now it has gradually become a kind of remembrance, but also a relief. -
I have been stupid, I have tried hard, I have been confused, cried, and hurt. -
Those who were confused, those who were ignorant, those who were heartbroken. -
Let it be like this, now there is no need to make any struggle. -
Let everything in the past be forgotten and put away, don't organize it, don't touch it. -
All the prosperity and hustle and bustle, they are just a short moment-
All the loneliness and loneliness only exist outside the heart-
That's it, after the time passes year after year, day after day-
Pack up the new mood and shut everything out-
No matter loneliness or fear-
No matter how complex and gorgeous the world is-
If I stand at the original point and see that the world is still the same as my original belief, I know. My future is not a dream! -
