personal rant post
The factory isn't busy, and today is another holiday. Sigh, I've already had five days off this month, and I haven't earned much money~~ The sky is vast and the land is endless, life feels so uncertain this year 😞 Last night I played Castle Clash and spent over a thousand gems, attracting a batch of national treasures, and later there were werewolves, fishermen, assassins—damn it, it was so unlucky at home~~~~ After lunch, I went to the supermarket to buy a pack of cigarettes, saw the slot machines, and played two rounds. Damn, fifty bucks and I didn't win a single thing 😭 I tried uploading a Titanium backup, spent most of the afternoon getting it done, and still don't know if it will work. Sigh~~ lack of education really sucks 😔 Now I really regret not listening to my parents and teachers back then. When I dropped out, my dad asked me several times~~~~ At school, teachers often said, 'If you don't study hard now, you'll regret it later.' Back then I didn't take it seriously and couldn't really listen~~ Until I started taking orders from others and had to read their moods, I realized money is not easy to earn! Watching others sit in offices with air conditioning, taking bonuses and commissions, while I work myself to exhaustion, soaking my clothes but barely making any money, really feels unfair 😠 Thinking about the baby at home, I push on! Sigh 😞 My wife often tells me not to stay up so late and to rest earlier! I make excuses to relieve stress~~ Honestly, I feel very insecure! I don't want to just drift through life like this forever~~~ Some people in the village my age already have cars~~~ It's raining heavily outside now! The wind is strong! There's loud thunder, and lightning, I feel very depressed! Sigh 😞~~~
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According to Kou (uncle) and a piece of advice someone gave me: Life is short, so enjoy it while you can...
Wow, the original poster's wife is really great. I want one too... However, a messed-up life is still life. If my generation can't make it, then raise my son well, so that in the future my son won't go down the same path as me. Living means one generation after another, and family wealth depends on descendants.
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