---------- In these years, I have been starring in "Journey to the West". When I was in elementary school, my name was Sun Wukong. I liked to grab a wooden stick, imitate the fighting sounds on TV, and fight to the death with my playmates. I liked to sneak into the peach orchard, pick unripe peaches, and stuff them into my mouth without washing them. I like to play backgammon, game consoles, collect Water Margin cards, bounce glass beads, catch stones, fight cocks, and hopscotch. I like to watch Ultraman on the black and white TV, like Transformers, and watch the news broadcast with my parents before going to bed. I like to pee on the roadside, skip class to go swimming, put chalk on the door, draw the 38th line, cut girls' hair, and draw my future on the blackboard. When I was in junior high school, my name was Zhu Bajie. I would grab an iron rod for a girl, point fingers at my love rival, and strive for the purest affection. I liked to eat the rice I steamed myself, with a cup of pickles a week, and drink pure tap water. I like to play checkers and flying chess, with low-quality earplugs bought for two yuan in my ears, listening to Adoo's hoarse singing and admiring myself. I like to watch Meteor Garden, hiding in a room with my classmates, putting on a pure disc, and enjoying it quietly. I like to read Huang Yi's books in English class, and I like Li Lei's Han Meimei. I sleep in noisy classes, snore the loudest, and look forward to the best future. When I was in high school, my name was Sha Monk. I was used to a life between two o'clock and one line. I was used to standing aside and watching the excitement. I was used to holding a book and shaking my head. I was used to the teacher's long speeches, used to doing thick test papers in class, and used to a life without radio gymnastics. I was used to chatting with strangers all night long, and kept asking who you are and where you come from. I am used to hearing the name of a certain university in my ears, used to other people's vision, used to being told that you have no future, I am used to reading English books in English classes, used to doing things by myself, used to sleeping six hours a day, used to continuing to look forward to my future. When I was in college, my name was Tang Xuanzang. I was used to staying in the dormitory, listening to sad songs and watching other people's excitement on the Internet. I was used to the embarrassing situation of no one raising their hands in class. I was used to taking exams every six months. I was used to failing classes. I was used to making up exams and retakes. I was used to watching movies all night long. I was used to killing monsters all day long to level up. I was used to holding hands and breaking up. I am used to hearing the name of a certain company in my ears, used to copying and pasting my resume, used to other people's complaints, used to my own complaints. I am used to days without habits, used to sitting back and waiting for death, used to sleeping for more than ten hours a day, used to being afraid of my future. In society, my name is White Dragon Horse. I endure the feeling of being bossed around all day long, always reminding myself that I can become a dragon tomorrow. I endure the feeling of being ridden by others all day long, always believing in myself. The horse is just my temporary identity. I endure the life of wearing a mask, smiling at the disgusted boss, and laughing at myself in the mirror. I endure the days without a house or car, scolding the rich on the Internet, and dreaming of becoming a rich man at night. I endure the aging appearance, recall my young past, and endure the present without future.